.step up the game.

" Who am I? Honestly, for a girl who has just celebrated her 21st birthday three months ago, I am still finding the right answer for that. I am sure everyone is having a tough time to actually find their own true identity. As for me, I am none other than an ordinary person living in an ordinary life. Nothing more than that. Nothing to be proud of. When everyone is happily living their own life and waiting to embrace whats ahead in the future, on the other hand, I am afraid to actually moving out from my comfort zone. "

As much as I wanted to ignore the fact that I am exactly following the same path as what my dad and bro have, I am exactly like them for who I am now. I guess ignorance is not a blissful thing when it comes to this then.

First and foremost, I need to gain the confidence that I have left far behind with my vision of life. I need to get out from the comfort zone that I have been for such a long time. A comfort zone where I know that my brother will had my back guiding me and bringing me out of any shits that I'm in. I have been depending too much on him that I need his opinion on trivial matter.

I need to start to make my own decision and stand for it. It might be very painful to be fail or made a wrong decision but mistakes can make me stronger and be more experienced in life- reminding me not to have the same mistakes again. I do not want to be known as a daddy's little girl who do not know anything in life as I am being over-protected by my father who have well-planned my future.

I am going to decide my own destiny and my own path.

The person who can control my life is me. I need to stay awake and not to fall into the same hole again. As tough as it can be, I'm gonna try. Everything is worth to try as nobody is assure with the result and outcome of it.

But still, it is still a very long way to go to a path that I have been longing for.
-Clarity, Peace and Serenity-

I dig through the bad ones
To get to the good ones
The lows and the highs
And all those goodbyes
As hard as it gets I know it's still amazing
To be alive
It's a beautiful life

-A beautiful Life by Lindsay Lohan-

ADIOS!! AMIGOS!! AKU BERAMBUS!!

.GODDAMNIT.

PLEASE DONT GIVE A DAMN TO READ IT
TYPICAL SUSAN IS WHINING ON HER SHITS
SUMMARY : DARN YOU, UM!

Anyway, I am totally pissed off with Um's system
one word to describe it
UNSYSTEMATIC
goddamnit!

I bet most of the students is going to agree with me
first with the course registration thingy
lets see. the courses that offered to the second year student is full even though it is 9 in the morning which is when the registration starts
you know why?
ooh wellz. seniors failed the paper and need to retake it in order to graduate
yaya. they gives the priority to the seniors who actually have taken this
and not us who supposedly should take this
imagine that?
so what are we supposed to do?
register some unwanted and irrelated courses
geesh!
but i'm lucky that i got what i want though
but am seriously feel pity towards the rest who did not get it



next, the examination result which supposedly posted in our student's website
and NOOOOO. what happened?
they started get an itch on their ass and the webbie is under maintenance
sorry you guys especially those who are far away from UM, stop being excited as you guys wont have tha chance to see your result
poor thing
i guess they can only see their result once uni reopens which equivalent to pointless
as you have no chance to actually discuss upon your marks and your paper with your lecturer
nice right?




then, they thought they are being brilliant and smart
when they introduced the sms system
which you can know your result or any shits they provided in that website
through sms
and again. what happened?
NOTHING
whats the point of using that system when you did not reply the students messages
such a waste of time and cellphone's credits
waited patiently for the past two days and yet, what did I get?
messages from everyone but not 15888



no harsh feeling towards anyone but I'm just superb pissed off with it
oh ya. did i tell you that I'm so mad at certain lecturer
no. they are not lazy. its just that they have so many things to do which they have forgotten their main responsibility is to teach the students
how are you going to maintain the rank of the university which you are superb concern and working hard on
when you have forgotten that the best quality of an university is to produce an A class student
aww. sad right?
pity the students man
and do you really think they wanna thank the lecturers for what they have got
no way man. I dont thank anyone for my As, Bs or what so ever result I have
okay. partially since they are the one who mark it
but for the knowledge I have gained, all thanks to me,myself and my coursemates



Oh ya. not every lecturer are acting the same way
MOST OF IT
excluding DR Mario who I hearted and admire to the max man
The best lecturer I ever had for the past three freaking semester in UM

never in my life I get so pissed off and carried away on my education

But one thing has improved is I dont throw a F bomb in this post
Whoa... HAHA!
*impressed impressed*

-Relieved-
after all those shit I have said. wooohoho

Best thing that had happened in UM is you guys!
and others too.
Those who I've been blogging about you guys for thousand times. Lol
you know who you are.
xoxo



til then folks

ADIOS!! AMIGOS!! AKU BERAMBUS!!

.someone's watching over me.

I've never been a fans of Rain ever since his debut on Full House
But that is the only movie that is suited with our time
Hence, off we go to watch Ninja Assassin

Darryl and I laughed our ass out when there's this Malay babe who actually commented on Rain once he appears in the movie
" URGH! Hodohnya. Apasal gunting rambut macam ini? Tak lawa la"
Mmm. I think he has just lose an amount of fans after that.
All thanks to his disastrous hairstyle. Lol
However, I must admit. His body is totally HOT
But still, Channing Tatum all the way :)

And trust me. I can feel every pain for every injuries he had.
Its so real even though the blood is kinda fake

I must rate 7/10
Honestly, I dont have the adrenaline rush on watching this movie at first
But it was a good movie to watch

And I'm not a morning person.
Dont ask me out that early man
I'll tend to postponed til its 12pm
Only Darryl and God knows how many times I texted him and ask him to come late
Initial plan was that he fetch me at 11am but I texted him in the morning to ask him to come at 11.30am and eventually texted him again at 12pm. Lol

Moving on, visited Ivan and he has the invitation pass to 50% Discount in every items in Quicksilver
Spotted something I like. The bag that I have wanted it so much
But ended up didnt bought it cause the color is so dull
Boohoo!

Darryl left me alone with the cake we bought for Ivan after that
Bake cookies in Wan Yean's house after that
Okay. I lied. The sisters bake and I sloth. Lol

Then had a very nice gathering with the MGS-ians
Aww. I seriously missed the moment where I get bullied by Pei Lin and Mei Chi
Yeah. Weird huh?
Even Yen Teng agrees with it. Lol

So thats about it.
Something updated. FINALLY! i know right?
Hahaha!



til then..
ADIOS!! AMIGOS!! AKU BERAMBUS!!

.missing you.

This is not an emo post. Emo is so last year.
Just Nostalgia.

Come to think about it,
all thanks to my hectic life in Um,
I have not really spend my quality times with the loved ones.
My UM sayangs or even my Klang sayangs
Pathetic!? I know right?

Recently, I have keep reminiscing the good ol' moments I have with every single one of them

Was chatting with Selina and Shiah that I finally decided to take the initiative to post this out
It makes me realised that I have missed out a lot of fun that I used to have

Mmm. What happened? Honestly, I dont know
Could it be that we have grow apart?
Hell no! I seriously have loads of fun chatting with them. Haha!
Awww

First stop
♥♥ My Posum gang in UM ♥♥
I'm sorry that I have not really been mixing that much with you guys
Okay. Apart from Pei Yee since she happens to be my coursemate slash roommie
Lol
No more having dinner together in DS or even doing stuff together gether
I seriously miss the moment where I can just go thrash around you guys room
I guess its hard now since some has moved out
Still I laughed everytime I watched the video of Shiah's birthday, My self-rap on our love story, and the lunatic photos we have taken
SOrry again. Its like we're close and yet so far apart.
Sobs

Next,
♥ My lunatic sayangs which consist of Pei Lin aka XL, Socky, Sunny and Mei Chi ♥
I seriously miss having you guys around
I know this is weird but I actually missed being bullied by you guys
I missed Pei Lin for calling me Ah Pui
I missed fooling around with Socky
I missed chatting almost everything with Sunny
I missed Mei Chi for being so annoying towards me

Final stop
♥ MY crazy yet lovely Padini'an gang ♥
I missed being totally random with you guys
Its like we're totally out of contact already except for Elene
Sobbies

Again, this is not an emo post
And I seriously wish to hang out with you guys soon

xoxo
AND DARN CHERYL FOR MAKING ME REALISED SOMETHING deep shit again NOOHHHHH!



ADIOS!! AMIGOS!! AKU BERAMBUS!!

.stronger.

Have you ever had the moment where you think you have achieved almost everything but there's one particular thing that makes you feel like you have not achieved anything yet? I bet you do. This is how I feel right now.

But its okay. I have done my best and have no regrets at all. I just need to get over it and accept the fact that there are certain things in life that does not necessarily need to go along with your way. Honestly, I do not know why I am so carried away on this matter. I swear! Never in my life I've become like this. Its funny and it seriously gives me the biggest laugh ever whenever I recall about it.

Anyway, so what it does not really go with what I wanted it to be? Thing happens for a reason. Maybe, perhaps, the another way is better than the one that I want it to be. We'll see about that.

Stronger than ever.. Muahaha!

Anyway, moving on, its been a while since I dance. The feeling of being groovey appears out of nowhere. I just wanna move, shake and drop again. And No, I dont mean club but I mean generally. Lol. Dance is like my new brand of heroine.. Okay? Sounds familiar? Haha.

Am in desperate mode to watch New Moon. C'mon! Who would say NO to Taylor Lautner besides Bren. :P

ADIOS!! AMIGOS!!AKU BERAMBUS!!

.roommie-abused.

Basically everyone has been telling me the same thing
that I've abandoned my blog for quite a while
Reasons for that?
Same reasons la why I didnt update everytime
Being totally lazy and busy with my hectic life

While I was looking at all photos that I have taken since last time
I found some photos that I have threatened my roommie to pose as
MUAHAHAHAHA!
I know man. I can be so evil at times

* fingers crossed that I will still be alive once uni reopens*
I'm so gonna kill by her soon >.<> her eyes. Tralalala!
And I actually did called her to ask for her permission
so All good then. Lol

hairstylist for today : Me!!
model for today : my current victim roommie, yee!

*the so-called Beckham style*

*the OMGEEE! TSUNAMI hairstyle*

*the ROAR slash FIERCE look* =.=

Last but not least,
a special tribute to one of the Economic lecturer in UM, Mr chong chien sien
*inside joke* Lol

Awww. she's too adorable and nice to pinch! Haha

the nerdy spec that she is wearing now is courtesy by ME!

Nice right? My hidden talent. Hahaha!

and oopsy! I have forgotten to mosaic this one.
In purpose actually
How to mosaic when you are wearing a spec la? AIJIO!
lol

Anyway, this roommie of mine has been totally influenced by me
and she has started to be superb SS nowadays
its a good thing though
Hahaha!

My partner in crime when it comes to hunting for food. Grr!

And here is a picture of her looking totally normal? Lol

*Me and my beloved nat-a-li-e YEEEE*

Thanks for being there for me babe! :)

Awwww
♥♥♥
I love you , Yee!

And not to forget my beloved ex-roommies who happened to be my number one fans on following my blog
Both of them have asked me the same question lately on why am I being so lazy on updating my blog
Hahahaah
Love you guys too! ♥♥

nana, susan, hong
the ex A110 resident!

Early weeks as freshie in UM

yet again, I have too many things to blog but I am just being lazy
Tralala! Dont hate me aight?

ADIOS!! AMIGOS!! AKU BERAMBUS!!

.you have stolen my ♥.

Yo people!
Honestly, I have logged in and out from my own blog account for so many times
Its not that I dont have stuff to tell, trust me. I have a lot but I'm just plain lazy
I am currently found interest in dramas and movies

Am done with Born Rich. Am waiting for the next episode to come
Something unusual for me since I dont remember the last time I have watched Hong Kong drama >.<
and trust me. Dont ever watch 5 episodes in one day
You start being numb and totally URGH. Lol

Anyway, I have started abandoning my Gossip Girl.
Aww. I know right? Sinful thing to do

I have the urge to watch Step Up
Who would say NO on that man? Its Channing Tatum people!
*drools*
Dont blame me. But i tend to have softer spot for a dude who dances well *blush*
I just love the combination of contemporary and hip hop
But totally bummed out as the Real Player has stopped working halfway
I've tried other application but no luck
And darn Me. I have come to realised that I have just copy the movie halfway from yen
as I have cancelled the transfer cause I thought of transferring other movie
DUmb huh? Yes I am. XD

I have just finished watching Made of Honor
Another all time favourite movie of mine
Still, totally Awwwwed me to the max

Anyway, you guys must be wondering why on earth am I spending my holiday watching movie and dramas
I'm going back to university soon for dance practice
Hence, I wont be having much time to watch all the dramas and movies

Anyway, I'm really anticipating for the coming Thursday and Saturday
Its been a while since I move, shake and drop
Woohoo!
PARTY PEOPLE!


psst : Stop being individualistic. Try to put yourself in that particular person's shoes that you have totally fucked on. You still dont get it huh? You poor thing!

Good day people!

ADIOS!! AMIGOS!! AKU BERAMBUS!!

.party all the time.

Been totally addicted with this song lately

This semester is even worse than the previous one
I have been playing harder than I ever thought
But, meanwhile, I am having the highest level of stress I ever had during my finals
I cant sleep well
*pfft. But I can eat well. In fact, I ate a lot recently*

Fingers crossed that I will still alive right after finals


" Dont miss the chances of life on giving you to spend with the people you love. Remember that in this life, there are NO REWINDS"

ADIOS!! AMIGOS!! AKU BERAMBUS!!

.totally WOW.

So here is what happened today
While I was happily reading my book on Globalisation,
Mr. Craxibone came up to me and totally annoyed with me.
Why was that?
As I was reading the book that was written by someone else and not him.
LMAO right?

Hence, being a superbly intelligent person,
he went to his room and started writing his own definition of Globalisation!

Right after dinner, guess what I have found on my table!
A piece of paper on true definition of Globalisation


You guys probably having the tough time to actually read what it has written
So, I am going to tell you the content of it
and DO NOT COPY THIS
COPYRIGHTED BY CRAXIBONE!

Q : What is the true meaning of Globalisation?

A : Princess Diana!

WHY?

An ENGLISH princess riding with her EGYPTIAN boyfriend crashes in a FRENCH tunnel,
driving a GERMAN car with a DUTCH engine,
driven by a BELGIAN who was drunk on SCOTTISH whisky,
followed closely by ITALLIAN paparazi,
who were riding JAPANESE motorcycles.

Diana was treated by an AMERICAN doctor using BRAZILLIAN medicines

And this information was sent around by a CANADIAN,
using AMERICAN technologies while you've probably read this on your computer using TAIWANESE chips,
with a KOREAN monitor,
assembled by BANGLADESH workers in a SINGAPORE plant,
transported by INDIAN lorry drivers,
hijacked by INDONESIANS,
unloaded by SICILIAN longshoremen,
and trucked to your retailer by MEXICAN illegals

Hence, this is what I called GLOBALISATION!

IMPRESSIVE HUH?
He is seriously a street smart person
I dont think there's any person who can actually think of what he said
Teehee!

Feeling totally hopeless and useless that I am studying in UM and yet,
I could not even think of such definition!
BOOHOO!

AGAIN:
COPYRIGHTED BY CRAXIBONE!
DO NOT COPY THIS
i AM SERIOUS!
WARNED BY THE DUDE HIMSELF!

I heart him!
Who is him?
None other than my brother!
self-proclaimed PROFESSOR!

ADIOS!! AMIGOS!! AKU BERAMBUS!!

♥♥ 21 ♥♥

i wasnt referring to the black jack on my title okay? =.=
geesh.this shows that i am actually an addict on gamble huh?LOL

anyway,woohoo!
i am finally 21 years old people~
no fears on entering to the casino even though i got mistaken as a malay
no fears on entering clubs that only restricted to those who are above 21
no fears of going home late
okay.i was wrong on that.
i still have my good ol' curfew but dad started being a bit loose on me?
i can come back around 1 or 2?geesshh

and special credit to cheryl on the following ideas:
officially to drink,drank and drunk
not to worry of being called mature or adult
no worries when police come for spot check in clubs
LAME?
not lame enough
the lamest of all is
"we can start looking for matured clothes and no more kiddy clothes"
not much difference actually as we're wearing like grown up
LMAO

i wonder why am i clique with her
she's so lame and yet,i'm so cool~
cheh wah =.=

♥♥ the sayang with me ♥♥

teehee~

anyway,special thanks to people (babes,dudes,bros,sis) who send me wishes through facebook,text messages and even calls.
totally appreciates it~♥♥

and
last but not least
♥♥♥♥
a very big thank you to
my babe of the babes cheryl, brandon, clarice, ryan, teoh wei, wey ping as well as marvin who have celebrated with me just now
thanks and sorry again.haha~
geessshh

18 hours to go til my birthday ends and til my mom's birthday
ya.her birthday is on 28th september
its pretty sad thing that i cant celebrate with her since i'll be stucking myself in UM

again,
THANKS PEOPLE~
xoxo
♥♥


ADIOS!!AMIGOS!!AKU BERAMBUS!!

.i'm sorry if i have hurt you.

" I feel wonderful
Because I see the love light in your eyes
And the wonder of it all
Is that you just dont realize
How much I love you "

-wonderful tonight by khalil fong-
*my current addiction* ♥♥

yet again,
my performance on oct 5th in sungei wang got cancelled
this time, my leader who ask to cancel it
geessshhh

two times of rejection within a month
the feeling is superb DOWN man
the feeling is just like you are sitting on the couch crying alone while holding the chocolate ice cream while watching a comedy show after you just broke up with your boyfriend
OKAY.i am so over-exaggerate on that huh?
LMAO~

so by any chance you will be hanging out in sungei wang on Oct 5th
you WONT be seeing me perform already
grrr~ >.<

my leader was asking me whether am i okay?
i told him
"rejection will only makes you more stronger"
LMAO~ wonder where do i get such idea from? LAME~
and wonder why am i so LAME today =.=

moving on,
there's another dance performance on Oct 20th
this time,
NO MORE hip hop dance NO MORE traditional chinese dance
BUT it is traditional indian dance
so wish me luck people

geesh
.i wonder will they just cancel this as well?
hahahaha

i'm giving up on channel in my NERD mode already
who will be so goodie staying at home doing their assignment larh?
NOBODY
unless those seriously responsible person or just totally lifeless?
okay.i just offended some people who is reading this right?
weeee~cheers people!
xoxo

pssst : "music is what feeling sounds like"




ADIOS!!AMIGOS!!AKU BERAMBUS!!

.i guess i am not.

ever since i am back to klang
life is getting even hectic even though the dance performance for PTUM opening ceremony got cancelled =.=
the reason for that? they cant afford to pay us the amount we want
and being such a "responsible" person they are, they informed us two weeks before the day itself
POTONG STEAM KAO KAO LORH~

anyway, finally get myself to stay at home
was planning to actually finish up AT LEAST one assignment and one tutorial
and so far, i did not even give a damn to actually open my school bag
geessh~
seriously need to channel in my NERD mode soon
as its going to be another hectic week once uni reopens
FORGET ABOUT PTUM OPENING CEREMONY
we got a better chance to perform
in one of the charity event in sungei wang on OCT 5th
so by any chance you were there hanging out, pls DO come and support ya
*winks*

moving on,
totally bummed out on the fact that i actually missed out the "once in a lifetime" chances to actually meet Black Eyes Peas in person today
geessh
ffk-ed benard
who actually bought the tickets and won the passes to meet them in person
unfortunately, i am in my home sweet home
hence, i need to say a very sad NO to him :(
sorry that i cant go BOOM BOOM POW with you tonight
but thanks anyway :)

and sorry to everyone who keep asking me to update my blog
i just cant find the right mood to actually blog
hahahaha~

there's so many things that i wanna blog about but i'll save it for some other day then
*winks*
gonna try hard to channel in my NERD mode again
wish me luck people!

psst : YOU ARE GOING TO BE THE ONE WHO IS FACING DOWN SOON


in the mood of photoscape just now
guess my skill still consider okay even though i have not use it for ages?
WAKAKA

and yay!my download thingy is back
in the mood of GG
you know you love me,xoxo~
teehee

and a special SHOUTOUT to my beloved baby sister

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY ANNE!
xoxo

ADIOS!!AMIGOS!!AKU BERAMBUS!!

.note.

Complete and total adoration.
My gift to you, my heart was yours
. In ten weeks you shaped it.
In one night you murdered it.
Torn from my chest and laid at your feet.
And I still have these memories.
But we'll never see what we could have been.
We'll never make another memory.
I wish I'd have died in your arms the last time we were together.
So I wouldn't have to wake without you today.
You were a priority.
Was I an option?
Promises are just words unless they are fulfilled.
You knew from the beginning all I had to offer you was my heart.
I'm sorry that wasn't enough.
So, we'll go our own ways.
A broken heart is not what I wanted from this.
But I guess I've learned from it.
But aren't you supposed to learn from your mistakes?
I don't consider this a mistake.
I just wish the story didn't end this way.
Cause I'm still in love with the person who helped me write it...
isnt that sad..

woohoo!!
miss me? miss me?
sincerely apologize for abandoning my lovely blog.haha
been totally busy with practices,studies and entertainment

oh ya.before my babes start calling me asking me what happened
no worries ya
the lyrics above is totally different than how i feel right now
just find it meaningful
bren gave it to me
we just love nice and funny quotations as well as lyrics
*too bad that we cant meet up* HYSTER :P

anyway,will update soon as i am off to my university soon
party people!!

dance crew :) thanks for the memories people
xoxo

and last but not least,
my klang sayangs


you guys will forever be my priority
xoxo

ADIOS!!AMIGOS!!AKU BERAMBUS!!

.girls just wanna have fun.

You make me laugh, You make me cry,
I dont know which side to buy,
And the thing I hate the most that you do,
You make me ♥ you.

superb frustrated that i cant play typing maniac
i wonder when will UM connection be superb good?
NEVER?!?!

so basically, my emotion are superb unpredictable nowadays
i can be extremely excited and happy at one time
and totally moody and reminiscing on stupid stuff the next moment
to top it off,
i've been sleeping so much that i dont really remember how long do i sleep in one day
even my roommie, pei yee is amazed with it

reason for that?
lazy? not really since i've been superb hardworking recently
hahaha. revision and completing my tutorial works

tired because of all those dance practices?
not really since i dont have dance practice yesterday but i sleep from 1am til 12pm the next day

THE MYTH!

what happened to me?
so.after much of mathematical calculation, (-_-")
i've come to a conclusion that the reason for that is...

MY FREAKING PMS IS COMING SOON~
grr

yes,being lame as usual.

that was yesterday
-edited-
and YES,I'M HAVING MY PMS NOW
wtf?

psst : i will not let you to be the reason for my fall anymore

girls just wanna have fun
-sushi buffet with cheryl, yean, ryan and brandon-

hugs and kisses to my klang sayangs
babes for life~

nice retarded people to be lepak around
that can makes me LMAO~

pssst : i am bored. i miss klang. wont be going back to klang that soon. date me out,people!HAHA

ADIOS!!AMIGOS!!AKU BERAMBUS!!

.shining on september.

sorry to tell you guys that the performance has been postponed to
september~
yikes~~


psst : aim for the best in indian dance.i am so freaking DONE with chinese traditional dance. am developing interest in indian traditional dance

plus, me and jye ming had a little tiny crush on the coach.hahaha

OH YA!saw darryl's personal message in msn.
terharunya aku!!
i miss you too, D!
miss padini'an gang!
;)

ADIOS!!AMIGOS!!AKU BERAMBUS!!

.watch me shine.

Am I supposed to be happy?
With all i ever wanted, it comes with a price..

-Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, cat and mouse-

people PEOPLE people!
come and watch me shine on the 4th of august
in gazebo (UM)!
hahaha~
please sms me for further information~
tralalala


so basically, ever since i am back to my university life
i didnt hang out that much with my klangite
i misses everyone so much!
SOBS


nothing personal,actually!
just feel like posting some pictures.haha

psst : say NO to disturbance, say YES to concentration.

-watch me SHINE as i wont let you down-


ADIOS!!AMIGOS!!AKU BERAMBUS!!
-OFF TO SUSHI BUFFET.WEEEE-

.the truth.

Do you feel like a man when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?

totally addicted Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
most of their songs are catchy and meaningful

life is getting busier with dance practices for this coming performance
superb excited with it as i finally get the chance to KRUMP
even though its just a small part of whole dance
we'll be dancing various kind of dances.wee

so please come and see me and yen perform if you are free on 4th of august okay?
hahahaha~

i must admit, with such hectic life,
i have totally lost my passion towards blogging
and guess what?
i've been sick for the past few days ..not AGAIN Huh?
i can sleep whenever and whereever i wanted to

even pei yee amazed with that

oh ya.here's a little updates on my life as a second year undergraduates in UM

first of all, i'm no longer staying in A110 with sim hong the mother and tina the daughter
i've moved up up up above to B303 which is the highest floor of all
with beloved pei yee and my dear shu chi

and i clean my room's fan on my own!
okay.i am showing off again.hahaha
NENEBUBU~

more updates soon

psst : i'm feeling a little bit weird with myself for the past two days. i just dont know why.

-help me.guide me-

Well, let me tell you, my friend,
ONE DAY this world is going to end,
as your lies crumble down,
one day she will tell you she has had enough,

a NEW LIFE she has found!

-much loves from Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, face down-

*in love with this song, both accoustic and original version*

pictures of the SS trio again
a picture of me and yen with NO make up at all

ADIOS!!AMIGOS!!AKU BERAMBUS!!