♥♥ 21 ♥♥

i wasnt referring to the black jack on my title okay? =.=
geesh.this shows that i am actually an addict on gamble huh?LOL

anyway,woohoo!
i am finally 21 years old people~
no fears on entering to the casino even though i got mistaken as a malay
no fears on entering clubs that only restricted to those who are above 21
no fears of going home late
okay.i was wrong on that.
i still have my good ol' curfew but dad started being a bit loose on me?
i can come back around 1 or 2?geesshh

and special credit to cheryl on the following ideas:
officially to drink,drank and drunk
not to worry of being called mature or adult
no worries when police come for spot check in clubs
LAME?
not lame enough
the lamest of all is
"we can start looking for matured clothes and no more kiddy clothes"
not much difference actually as we're wearing like grown up
LMAO

i wonder why am i clique with her
she's so lame and yet,i'm so cool~
cheh wah =.=

♥♥ the sayang with me ♥♥

teehee~

anyway,special thanks to people (babes,dudes,bros,sis) who send me wishes through facebook,text messages and even calls.
totally appreciates it~♥♥

and
last but not least
♥♥♥♥
a very big thank you to
my babe of the babes cheryl, brandon, clarice, ryan, teoh wei, wey ping as well as marvin who have celebrated with me just now
thanks and sorry again.haha~
geessshh

18 hours to go til my birthday ends and til my mom's birthday
ya.her birthday is on 28th september
its pretty sad thing that i cant celebrate with her since i'll be stucking myself in UM

again,
THANKS PEOPLE~
xoxo
♥♥


ADIOS!!AMIGOS!!AKU BERAMBUS!!

.i'm sorry if i have hurt you.

" I feel wonderful
Because I see the love light in your eyes
And the wonder of it all
Is that you just dont realize
How much I love you "

-wonderful tonight by khalil fong-
*my current addiction* ♥♥

yet again,
my performance on oct 5th in sungei wang got cancelled
this time, my leader who ask to cancel it
geessshhh

two times of rejection within a month
the feeling is superb DOWN man
the feeling is just like you are sitting on the couch crying alone while holding the chocolate ice cream while watching a comedy show after you just broke up with your boyfriend
OKAY.i am so over-exaggerate on that huh?
LMAO~

so by any chance you will be hanging out in sungei wang on Oct 5th
you WONT be seeing me perform already
grrr~ >.<

my leader was asking me whether am i okay?
i told him
"rejection will only makes you more stronger"
LMAO~ wonder where do i get such idea from? LAME~
and wonder why am i so LAME today =.=

moving on,
there's another dance performance on Oct 20th
this time,
NO MORE hip hop dance NO MORE traditional chinese dance
BUT it is traditional indian dance
so wish me luck people

geesh
.i wonder will they just cancel this as well?
hahahaha

i'm giving up on channel in my NERD mode already
who will be so goodie staying at home doing their assignment larh?
NOBODY
unless those seriously responsible person or just totally lifeless?
okay.i just offended some people who is reading this right?
weeee~cheers people!
xoxo

pssst : "music is what feeling sounds like"




ADIOS!!AMIGOS!!AKU BERAMBUS!!

.i guess i am not.

ever since i am back to klang
life is getting even hectic even though the dance performance for PTUM opening ceremony got cancelled =.=
the reason for that? they cant afford to pay us the amount we want
and being such a "responsible" person they are, they informed us two weeks before the day itself
POTONG STEAM KAO KAO LORH~

anyway, finally get myself to stay at home
was planning to actually finish up AT LEAST one assignment and one tutorial
and so far, i did not even give a damn to actually open my school bag
geessh~
seriously need to channel in my NERD mode soon
as its going to be another hectic week once uni reopens
FORGET ABOUT PTUM OPENING CEREMONY
we got a better chance to perform
in one of the charity event in sungei wang on OCT 5th
so by any chance you were there hanging out, pls DO come and support ya
*winks*

moving on,
totally bummed out on the fact that i actually missed out the "once in a lifetime" chances to actually meet Black Eyes Peas in person today
geessh
ffk-ed benard
who actually bought the tickets and won the passes to meet them in person
unfortunately, i am in my home sweet home
hence, i need to say a very sad NO to him :(
sorry that i cant go BOOM BOOM POW with you tonight
but thanks anyway :)

and sorry to everyone who keep asking me to update my blog
i just cant find the right mood to actually blog
hahahaha~

there's so many things that i wanna blog about but i'll save it for some other day then
*winks*
gonna try hard to channel in my NERD mode again
wish me luck people!

psst : YOU ARE GOING TO BE THE ONE WHO IS FACING DOWN SOON


in the mood of photoscape just now
guess my skill still consider okay even though i have not use it for ages?
WAKAKA

and yay!my download thingy is back
in the mood of GG
you know you love me,xoxo~
teehee

and a special SHOUTOUT to my beloved baby sister

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY ANNE!
xoxo

ADIOS!!AMIGOS!!AKU BERAMBUS!!

.note.

Complete and total adoration.
My gift to you, my heart was yours
. In ten weeks you shaped it.
In one night you murdered it.
Torn from my chest and laid at your feet.
And I still have these memories.
But we'll never see what we could have been.
We'll never make another memory.
I wish I'd have died in your arms the last time we were together.
So I wouldn't have to wake without you today.
You were a priority.
Was I an option?
Promises are just words unless they are fulfilled.
You knew from the beginning all I had to offer you was my heart.
I'm sorry that wasn't enough.
So, we'll go our own ways.
A broken heart is not what I wanted from this.
But I guess I've learned from it.
But aren't you supposed to learn from your mistakes?
I don't consider this a mistake.
I just wish the story didn't end this way.
Cause I'm still in love with the person who helped me write it...
isnt that sad..

woohoo!!
miss me? miss me?
sincerely apologize for abandoning my lovely blog.haha
been totally busy with practices,studies and entertainment

oh ya.before my babes start calling me asking me what happened
no worries ya
the lyrics above is totally different than how i feel right now
just find it meaningful
bren gave it to me
we just love nice and funny quotations as well as lyrics
*too bad that we cant meet up* HYSTER :P

anyway,will update soon as i am off to my university soon
party people!!

dance crew :) thanks for the memories people
xoxo

and last but not least,
my klang sayangs


you guys will forever be my priority
xoxo

ADIOS!!AMIGOS!!AKU BERAMBUS!!