♥ amnesia.insomnia.phobia ♥

"There's a point in your life when you get tired of chasing everyone and trying to fix everything. but its not giving up, its realizing u dont need certain people, the bullshit and the drama they bring"

special thanks to cheryl who, as usual, being such a wonderful babe on consoling me with her theories.hahaha! HEART YOU!

to bren who always be my best buds to talk to,accompanying me every night! my MOB!haha

to darryl even though i didnt tell you anything but you just being there for me. thanks bro!

last but not least, to the person who makes me emo and makes me happy again. cina apek lawrence!you owe me a meal for that...!


psst : how could you do this to me? we used to be close like how we did 5 years ago..

ADIOS!!AMIGOS!!AKU BERAMBUS!!

arghhh.four presentation and five assignments due next week!

♥ just so you know.. ♥

just so you know..
for whatever happens in the future or even in the present,
you will always be my closest friend ever especially whatever we have gone through for so many freaking years,
but somehow, i cant tell you everything anymore as how i did last time,
maybe,perhaps, times will tell!

and the funniest part of all is i dont even dare to confront with you about this,
guess i am just being another typical susan
pretending like nothing matters but actually deep down inside, i am hurt!

just so you know..
i am NOT okay eventhough i look OKAY at times,
trying hard to forget everything that happens recently and moving on with my life
but somehow, ' i am thinking of "you" eventhough i am with the others'
it sucks and i hate myself for being myself
why cant i just be like a normal person and let everything out instead of keeping everything inside of me?
why cant i just have a big cry and release everything?
why??
i'm tired to pretend like i am OKAY
i seriously wanna cry but i forgot how to as my tears are all dried up..

just so you know..
for whatever you have done to me,
the past and right now
i'll just take it as a lesson and live.learn and grow.
but its kinda sad to see a friendship of 5 years plus can be just ruined just like this..
sigh!


just so you know again..
ONCE ITS BROKEN, IT WILL NEVER BE THE SAME AGAIN!

♥ dont know, dont care ♥

dont ask me why but somehow,
i have lost my blogging mood!
i have been trying to blog since last week and all i get is nothing!
LMAO..why oh why?
dont know and dont care!

type.delete.type.delete..
thats the only thing i have been doing since last week
grrr!

♥ DUDE-ology ♥

a conversation between me and my bro:

bro : is tomorrow (monday) public holiday?

me : yeap. why?

bro : in conjunction of?

me : i dont know! some dude's birthday gua..how should i know?

bro (furious) : you and your DUDE!! everyone is YOUR DUDE..pffft!

me : chill DUDEEEEE!! *purposely to make him more furious.nyiek!*

bro : stop calling me dude or you will not have the chance to online anymore.

*bummer*

i know i know!
superb random larh wei
but somehow,i feel its funny that there are people who hate people calling them dude
but why?
LMAO


♥ new addiction : the RED jumpsuit APPARATUS♥



*another bummer*
my face is getting worse as day passes by
geesh! no more sleepless night for me


ADIOS!!AMIGOS!!AKU BERAMBUS!!