.new chapter of my life.

in seven hours time
i am going to start a new chapter of my life
staying far away from my family
and trying to be independence
and learn how "nasty" is this worlds.LOL
and hopefully i can cope with
and last minute packing sucks man!!
and wont be updating that much anymore
but will try my best to update you guys on my new life

gonna miss every single one of you
awww..and good luck to everyone!

so longggggggggg..
bitches and bastard!!

ADIOS!!AMIGOS!!AKU BERAMBUS!!

.separation.

this post is specially to my buds who are going to further their studies
far away from me..

first
my sidekick jacinth lee ya chin.
as i said.she's my sidekick!
its going to be freaking weird going out without her
ya chin..
my advisor/fashion consultant/doctor
is going to further her study in UUM in kedah
for marketing
all the best to her and fingers crossed that she wont be sleeping with ah lian.LOL.
but what goes around,comes around.
and do take care of yourself since you're princess!
and do come back often and visits me.
and we're freaking MOVING ON babe!


second
my babe socky sock hua!
the one that has been taking care of me since i'm 16
she's my big and tough sister!
who has been there for me through my ups and downs
she's going to further her study in UMS in sabah
majoring in economics and finance
international la wei.LOL
and i know she will be taking good care of herself
but fucker man!
she's coming home twice in ONE freaking year
what the hell?
no more TANs.mini NG outing.sighy!


third
to my colleagues
xin yi who is going to major in nutrition in UMS sabah
she's the one who makes me feel emo
and typing this post
aww.she's leaving tomorrow and her message just makes me aww.
sigh.i hate separation!

and wai peng who is going to UMT in terengganu to study accounts
my camwhore bud!
and please do bring back some terengganu hottie for me
LOL


aww.i know.sad thing right?
but..
this is the end of the beginning
we're going to lead another new chapter of our life
and somehow someway
we're gonna meet again
and do remember me.susan the bitch!!
if anytime you saw me walkin on the road or bump into me
u shall yell "OH FUCK!I KNOW HER.SHE'S MY FRIEND.SUSAN!!"
LOL.okie.i am being lame!

and good luck y'all!


p/s::am seriously sorry to those that i have ffk-ed today.mainly because i have tonnes of things to do.LAST MINUTE PREPARATION LA WEI.LOL.so i shall just cancel everything and stay home and finish up my preparation.will make it up to you all once i am back and free from stress!LOL

and wish me luck la dei!!


ADIOS!!AMIGOS!!AKU BERAMBUS!!
-off to my bed again.since the first attempt failed-

.hectic day.

been waking up damn early this few days

one of the reason is that i am seriously stressing out
i cant sleep well
all i think about is the stupid letter
what the hell?
two more days til i leave
and yet..no letter??
and been busy preparing all the documents and last minute preparation
darn me!!no more last minute preparation
freaking messed up
but come to think about it
everything that i do in my life is freaking last minute
last minute revision,last minute preparation,last minute pack
last minute getting my assignment done..bla bla!


been waitin for my stupid letter for more than a week
and everytime..
it turns out to be a disappointment!
eagerly waiting for the mr postman to give me my letter
whenever there's a motorcycle sound
VROOOOM
i will nervously standing in front of my living room
and hoping the letter was for me
but fucker!!
NOTHING!!

and went out to settle some documents yesterday
and when i come home,i saw there's a lot of freaking letter in my mailbox
but fuck man!!
none of it is for me.
every members in family got their letter.
i'm the one who is waitin for the letter and yet i did not get it
guess my parents aint that eager to get their letter
since its bills bills bills
LOL

and been SS this few days.
Sick and Sleepless
and hopefully things will be much better once i'm in the university
tomorrow will be the last chance for me to get my letter
without letter,i cant fill in my forms
freaking lot la wei!!
sigh!


nearly fainted today in school.
while trying to get confirmation on my certificates
sigh.fucker man!
who wanna sponsor GINSENG for me to bring to university?LOL
muahahaha
and yes.i am referring to YOU!!
whoever terasa.please buy for me larr!
and i am broke!


quote by sock hua's mom
"the MAIN purpose for you to be in university is to study and NOT fashion show"
LOL.true enough!
but we are girls!!somehow,someway..we wanna look good too!haha
hahaha

p/s:dear mr postman!i know i have been fucking mad at you and u probably been sneezing this few days cause i have been cursing you a lot and "fuck" you.and i am seriously sorry.from the bottom of my heart.so can you please kindly be more hardworking and give me my letter...pleaseeeeee!!i promise!!i wont fuck or curse you anymore!!*sobs*

here are some backdated pictures
LOL.
this is what you do when you are depends on other people's camera
since you dont have one and your handphone sucks!!
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soooooooooooooooooooo NOTTTTT!!

had a choco cream WAR with the birthday girl.sigh!
i am seriously dont get it why am i the one who get prank by the birthday girl?
i thought the birthday girl who is the one who should be prank to..?
and i will remember this
TAN MEI CHI BETRAYED ME!!
ON 18TH OF JUNE 2008
and shall wait for my revenge soon
both of you!!



ADIOS!!AMIGOS!!AKU BERAMBUS!!

-off to my bed..zzzzzzz!!-

.hatred.

i hate me,myself and i
i hate my life!
i hate YOU!

-to be continued-

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why cant a person be more considerate huh?
all i wants is some supports
but all i get is criticism.
what the hell man??

anyway,that was just now
but am feeling much much better right now
in fact,i am doing freaking well
haha

went swimming with pei lin and her friend,sharon!
sharon reminds me of chui hong
a friend of mine
the way they laugh
omg..freaking loud and sharp
i used to named that laugh "mariah carey's high tone laugh"

after swimming,meet up with my colleagues for movie
wai peng,ivan,gary and kein hong!
pei lin tags along .LOL
pity that girl.
she's just came back from genting and did not sleep at all
but ended up accompany me whole day once she is back!
LOL

watched PROM NIGHT
and..honestly
i am so freaking disappointed!


it looks scary huh?
but it is NOT..not at all!
sigh..
the plot is freaking boring.and the way that killer kills..
aint that scary either!!
it does not gives u any "ouchy" feels when u watch him kill the innocents one
unlike house of wax which is totally my favourite horror movie
i can feel the pain..LOL
i sounded a little bit psycho huh?

so there's nothing that i can said about this movie
other than it sucks and boring
and my rating for this movie would be 4/10
2 freaking points for the poster and the title that makes me wanna watch this movie
1 hottie point for brittany snow
*LOL.ivan is totally attached to this babe*
and dream on dude!!
and another 1 hottie point to the killer *drools*
he is seriously looks like adam levine,the lead singer of maroon 5

and
ღ Cheryl says (2:19 AM):
EH DAMN SEXY LA THAT KILLER
ღ Cheryl says (2:19 AM):
i like his lips
ღ Cheryl says (2:19 AM):
his pic before he escape out from the jail looks like shit...but after he cut his hair wear a cap
ღ Cheryl says (2:19 AM):
wealao!~
ღ Cheryl says (2:19 AM):
damn kao sexy


i do agree with cheryl.he's an hottie!!haha!
and we're officially obsess with that dude!haha
HOTTIE ALERT!!


well,thats about it!
i wanna go swimming again!!
and i wanna watch "wanted"!!


ADIOS!!AMIGOS!!AKU BERAMBUS!!

.backdated::48 hours of excitement[part two].

as i said on the previous post..

i sleeps for about 30 minutes.LOL
i cant sleep well when i'm in people's house especially my bud's house
i tend to crap and talk a lot
eventhough they fall asleep already.haha
and i cant sleep without my smelly pillow
*thinks i'm going to bring that pillow to university.LOL*

okie.back to topic!!
08.06.2008.sunday!!
went out with my babes
pei lin,sock hua,and the birthday girlS::mad and kok wei
pei lin fetched all of us and mad is waitin for us in KLCC
so off we go!!
and what happened throughout the journey??
honestly,i dont know
i sleeps throughout the journey to KLCC and back from KLCC
and even to mad's crib!
haha.i guess i am seriously tired from all the excitement i had the night before

so let the pictures do all the talking
since i am seriously forget what happened
cause my brain is so freaking damaged!!

p/s::i just realised that the photos that i have posted in the previous posts is freaking BIG.i accidentally press large and forgot to adjust it back.LOL.sorry ya!

p/p/s::i looked absolutely ugly in all pictures that we took on that day cause i dont have enough sleep
and fyi,i'm half awake and half asleep when i'm in the car
thanks to pei lin.her voice is freaking LOUD!!
...
..
.


*we bought the tank tops but not the one in black and white picture*

we're acting like a total lunatic in KLCC
and then..
had dinner nearby mad's crib in KL..
LOL.sorry!i stil cant remember where the hell she live..
whatever larr!since she's living with me soon.hopefully!
geesh!*fingers crossed*


*my dinner for that day but i just ate 1/4 and ended up......*
...
..
.

*her dinner.ish!!and she finished it all..haha*

and after dinner,fetch mad back to her crib
and before she left,we surprised the birthday girlS with mousse.
LOL.we replaced birthday cakes with birthday mousse.

and being a typical camwhore
we wont be ending this outing without any group photos and retarded photos
hahaha!!

LOL.i just woke up from my beauty sleep and straight away..

camwhore!!

*told you that i have an "excellent"skill on taking pictures.this is the picture which supposedly with me but ended up without me in it.sigh.freaking useless!

*LOL.this is what happened to us when we are out of food to eat.we act retarded*

*the following pictures show that i am freaking free*
but i edit it two weeks ago.LOL


muahahahha!!i know i know.freaking LAME right~
but do appreciate it since it is my first time and will be my LAST time using the stupid function
cause it's freaking annoying!!
only cheryl knows how mad am i when using that function.LOL

and something is wrong with me on that day
must be because i did not sleep well
and its once in a lifetime,u guys!!
sigh.i cant even believe i posted it
haha
well,actually,i believe since i'm in love with my retarded picture.



ADIOS!!AMIGOS!!AKU BERAMBUS!!

.backdated::48 hours of excitement![part one]

okay.so here it is!!

i know i've been postponing this post for so long.haha!
am really sorry for those who are waited for it.
LOL.
what can i say?i'm lazy.SLOTH is my biggest sins.haha

and hopefully i can stil remember what happens
since this is what happened three weeks ago.haha!
i am trying my best to recall!!
so here it is..
the much highly "anticipated" post on my 48 hours of excitement..


07.06.2008,saturday!

if you guys have read my previous post on "opposite of melancholy",
you guys probably know why i went genting huh?
well,we reached genting around 10 plus
which means i am totally missed out THE CLICK FIVE's concert.LOL
lepak and chit chatting in coffee bean for almost two hours.
and since we got nothing else to do and the night is still young
plus, we do not want to go home that early
we eventually ended up in safari club in genting
woohoo.i am no longer a virgin anymore..LOL..as in clubbin la dei!

here are some pictures we took.
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and here are "SOME" pictures that we took in safari club!!
woohoo...
well,the following pictures that i took will looked like i'm drunk cause my face is darn RED
but...
*FYI,i am NOT drunk.its just that my blood circulation does not work efficiently*
..
.

*well,this might looks like i am crying cause i'm touching my eyes and cheryl is holding some tissue papers.LOL.but i am NOT.i was trying to retouching my make up and cheryl needs to go to the toilet..very candid indeed!!!*


and and and and...
OMG!!!!!guess who did i saw in that club??
OMFG!!!
THE CLICK FIVE LA WEI!!!
UNBELIVABLE RIGHT?
but..only ben romans.LOL.
according to him,the others are sleeping very soundly since they are going back to LA early in the morning.haha!

*memang trucker la this dude.he realised we're taking picture but yet.he interupt*

and notice why on earth is ben romans and i did not look at the camera
coz there are so freaking many camera snapping us!
LOL.i feels like a superstar at that particular moment la wei.haha
just for a few minutes though


one hour later...
OMG!!cheryl spotted some dude who looks like JOE GUESE
another member from the click five
my freaking idol la wei..the guitarist!!

and this following pictures show that i am THICK FACE.haha

muahahahah.damn thick face right?told ya!!

and last but not least...


again,,I LOOKED RED BUT I AM NOT DRUNK.

and reached cheryl's crib around 6am and eventually i sleeps 30 minutes and wakes up for another outing with another group..

stay tuned for "48 hours of excitement [part two]"
LOL


ADIOS!!AMIGOS!!AKU BERAMBUS!!