.step up the game.

" Who am I? Honestly, for a girl who has just celebrated her 21st birthday three months ago, I am still finding the right answer for that. I am sure everyone is having a tough time to actually find their own true identity. As for me, I am none other than an ordinary person living in an ordinary life. Nothing more than that. Nothing to be proud of. When everyone is happily living their own life and waiting to embrace whats ahead in the future, on the other hand, I am afraid to actually moving out from my comfort zone. "

As much as I wanted to ignore the fact that I am exactly following the same path as what my dad and bro have, I am exactly like them for who I am now. I guess ignorance is not a blissful thing when it comes to this then.

First and foremost, I need to gain the confidence that I have left far behind with my vision of life. I need to get out from the comfort zone that I have been for such a long time. A comfort zone where I know that my brother will had my back guiding me and bringing me out of any shits that I'm in. I have been depending too much on him that I need his opinion on trivial matter.

I need to start to make my own decision and stand for it. It might be very painful to be fail or made a wrong decision but mistakes can make me stronger and be more experienced in life- reminding me not to have the same mistakes again. I do not want to be known as a daddy's little girl who do not know anything in life as I am being over-protected by my father who have well-planned my future.

I am going to decide my own destiny and my own path.

The person who can control my life is me. I need to stay awake and not to fall into the same hole again. As tough as it can be, I'm gonna try. Everything is worth to try as nobody is assure with the result and outcome of it.

But still, it is still a very long way to go to a path that I have been longing for.
-Clarity, Peace and Serenity-

I dig through the bad ones
To get to the good ones
The lows and the highs
And all those goodbyes
As hard as it gets I know it's still amazing
To be alive
It's a beautiful life

-A beautiful Life by Lindsay Lohan-

ADIOS!! AMIGOS!! AKU BERAMBUS!!

.GODDAMNIT.

PLEASE DONT GIVE A DAMN TO READ IT
TYPICAL SUSAN IS WHINING ON HER SHITS
SUMMARY : DARN YOU, UM!

Anyway, I am totally pissed off with Um's system
one word to describe it
UNSYSTEMATIC
goddamnit!

I bet most of the students is going to agree with me
first with the course registration thingy
lets see. the courses that offered to the second year student is full even though it is 9 in the morning which is when the registration starts
you know why?
ooh wellz. seniors failed the paper and need to retake it in order to graduate
yaya. they gives the priority to the seniors who actually have taken this
and not us who supposedly should take this
imagine that?
so what are we supposed to do?
register some unwanted and irrelated courses
geesh!
but i'm lucky that i got what i want though
but am seriously feel pity towards the rest who did not get it



next, the examination result which supposedly posted in our student's website
and NOOOOO. what happened?
they started get an itch on their ass and the webbie is under maintenance
sorry you guys especially those who are far away from UM, stop being excited as you guys wont have tha chance to see your result
poor thing
i guess they can only see their result once uni reopens which equivalent to pointless
as you have no chance to actually discuss upon your marks and your paper with your lecturer
nice right?




then, they thought they are being brilliant and smart
when they introduced the sms system
which you can know your result or any shits they provided in that website
through sms
and again. what happened?
NOTHING
whats the point of using that system when you did not reply the students messages
such a waste of time and cellphone's credits
waited patiently for the past two days and yet, what did I get?
messages from everyone but not 15888



no harsh feeling towards anyone but I'm just superb pissed off with it
oh ya. did i tell you that I'm so mad at certain lecturer
no. they are not lazy. its just that they have so many things to do which they have forgotten their main responsibility is to teach the students
how are you going to maintain the rank of the university which you are superb concern and working hard on
when you have forgotten that the best quality of an university is to produce an A class student
aww. sad right?
pity the students man
and do you really think they wanna thank the lecturers for what they have got
no way man. I dont thank anyone for my As, Bs or what so ever result I have
okay. partially since they are the one who mark it
but for the knowledge I have gained, all thanks to me,myself and my coursemates



Oh ya. not every lecturer are acting the same way
MOST OF IT
excluding DR Mario who I hearted and admire to the max man
The best lecturer I ever had for the past three freaking semester in UM

never in my life I get so pissed off and carried away on my education

But one thing has improved is I dont throw a F bomb in this post
Whoa... HAHA!
*impressed impressed*

-Relieved-
after all those shit I have said. wooohoho

Best thing that had happened in UM is you guys!
and others too.
Those who I've been blogging about you guys for thousand times. Lol
you know who you are.
xoxo



til then folks

ADIOS!! AMIGOS!! AKU BERAMBUS!!

.someone's watching over me.

I've never been a fans of Rain ever since his debut on Full House
But that is the only movie that is suited with our time
Hence, off we go to watch Ninja Assassin

Darryl and I laughed our ass out when there's this Malay babe who actually commented on Rain once he appears in the movie
" URGH! Hodohnya. Apasal gunting rambut macam ini? Tak lawa la"
Mmm. I think he has just lose an amount of fans after that.
All thanks to his disastrous hairstyle. Lol
However, I must admit. His body is totally HOT
But still, Channing Tatum all the way :)

And trust me. I can feel every pain for every injuries he had.
Its so real even though the blood is kinda fake

I must rate 7/10
Honestly, I dont have the adrenaline rush on watching this movie at first
But it was a good movie to watch

And I'm not a morning person.
Dont ask me out that early man
I'll tend to postponed til its 12pm
Only Darryl and God knows how many times I texted him and ask him to come late
Initial plan was that he fetch me at 11am but I texted him in the morning to ask him to come at 11.30am and eventually texted him again at 12pm. Lol

Moving on, visited Ivan and he has the invitation pass to 50% Discount in every items in Quicksilver
Spotted something I like. The bag that I have wanted it so much
But ended up didnt bought it cause the color is so dull
Boohoo!

Darryl left me alone with the cake we bought for Ivan after that
Bake cookies in Wan Yean's house after that
Okay. I lied. The sisters bake and I sloth. Lol

Then had a very nice gathering with the MGS-ians
Aww. I seriously missed the moment where I get bullied by Pei Lin and Mei Chi
Yeah. Weird huh?
Even Yen Teng agrees with it. Lol

So thats about it.
Something updated. FINALLY! i know right?
Hahaha!



til then..
ADIOS!! AMIGOS!! AKU BERAMBUS!!

.missing you.

This is not an emo post. Emo is so last year.
Just Nostalgia.

Come to think about it,
all thanks to my hectic life in Um,
I have not really spend my quality times with the loved ones.
My UM sayangs or even my Klang sayangs
Pathetic!? I know right?

Recently, I have keep reminiscing the good ol' moments I have with every single one of them

Was chatting with Selina and Shiah that I finally decided to take the initiative to post this out
It makes me realised that I have missed out a lot of fun that I used to have

Mmm. What happened? Honestly, I dont know
Could it be that we have grow apart?
Hell no! I seriously have loads of fun chatting with them. Haha!
Awww

First stop
♥♥ My Posum gang in UM ♥♥
I'm sorry that I have not really been mixing that much with you guys
Okay. Apart from Pei Yee since she happens to be my coursemate slash roommie
Lol
No more having dinner together in DS or even doing stuff together gether
I seriously miss the moment where I can just go thrash around you guys room
I guess its hard now since some has moved out
Still I laughed everytime I watched the video of Shiah's birthday, My self-rap on our love story, and the lunatic photos we have taken
SOrry again. Its like we're close and yet so far apart.
Sobs

Next,
♥ My lunatic sayangs which consist of Pei Lin aka XL, Socky, Sunny and Mei Chi ♥
I seriously miss having you guys around
I know this is weird but I actually missed being bullied by you guys
I missed Pei Lin for calling me Ah Pui
I missed fooling around with Socky
I missed chatting almost everything with Sunny
I missed Mei Chi for being so annoying towards me

Final stop
♥ MY crazy yet lovely Padini'an gang ♥
I missed being totally random with you guys
Its like we're totally out of contact already except for Elene
Sobbies

Again, this is not an emo post
And I seriously wish to hang out with you guys soon

xoxo
AND DARN CHERYL FOR MAKING ME REALISED SOMETHING deep shit again NOOHHHHH!



ADIOS!! AMIGOS!! AKU BERAMBUS!!

.stronger.

Have you ever had the moment where you think you have achieved almost everything but there's one particular thing that makes you feel like you have not achieved anything yet? I bet you do. This is how I feel right now.

But its okay. I have done my best and have no regrets at all. I just need to get over it and accept the fact that there are certain things in life that does not necessarily need to go along with your way. Honestly, I do not know why I am so carried away on this matter. I swear! Never in my life I've become like this. Its funny and it seriously gives me the biggest laugh ever whenever I recall about it.

Anyway, so what it does not really go with what I wanted it to be? Thing happens for a reason. Maybe, perhaps, the another way is better than the one that I want it to be. We'll see about that.

Stronger than ever.. Muahaha!

Anyway, moving on, its been a while since I dance. The feeling of being groovey appears out of nowhere. I just wanna move, shake and drop again. And No, I dont mean club but I mean generally. Lol. Dance is like my new brand of heroine.. Okay? Sounds familiar? Haha.

Am in desperate mode to watch New Moon. C'mon! Who would say NO to Taylor Lautner besides Bren. :P

ADIOS!! AMIGOS!!AKU BERAMBUS!!

.roommie-abused.

Basically everyone has been telling me the same thing
that I've abandoned my blog for quite a while
Reasons for that?
Same reasons la why I didnt update everytime
Being totally lazy and busy with my hectic life

While I was looking at all photos that I have taken since last time
I found some photos that I have threatened my roommie to pose as
MUAHAHAHAHA!
I know man. I can be so evil at times

* fingers crossed that I will still be alive once uni reopens*
I'm so gonna kill by her soon >.<> her eyes. Tralalala!
And I actually did called her to ask for her permission
so All good then. Lol

hairstylist for today : Me!!
model for today : my current victim roommie, yee!

*the so-called Beckham style*

*the OMGEEE! TSUNAMI hairstyle*

*the ROAR slash FIERCE look* =.=

Last but not least,
a special tribute to one of the Economic lecturer in UM, Mr chong chien sien
*inside joke* Lol

Awww. she's too adorable and nice to pinch! Haha

the nerdy spec that she is wearing now is courtesy by ME!

Nice right? My hidden talent. Hahaha!

and oopsy! I have forgotten to mosaic this one.
In purpose actually
How to mosaic when you are wearing a spec la? AIJIO!
lol

Anyway, this roommie of mine has been totally influenced by me
and she has started to be superb SS nowadays
its a good thing though
Hahaha!

My partner in crime when it comes to hunting for food. Grr!

And here is a picture of her looking totally normal? Lol

*Me and my beloved nat-a-li-e YEEEE*

Thanks for being there for me babe! :)

Awwww
♥♥♥
I love you , Yee!

And not to forget my beloved ex-roommies who happened to be my number one fans on following my blog
Both of them have asked me the same question lately on why am I being so lazy on updating my blog
Hahahaah
Love you guys too! ♥♥

nana, susan, hong
the ex A110 resident!

Early weeks as freshie in UM

yet again, I have too many things to blog but I am just being lazy
Tralala! Dont hate me aight?

ADIOS!! AMIGOS!! AKU BERAMBUS!!