.life and death.

woke up early today and
found a piece of note from my mom
stated that my grandma has passed away this morning
*may GOD bless her*
honestly,i dont feel anything
obviously i will feel sad
but at the same time
she's old and she suffers enough
and she has completed her chapter of life with no regret
and with her own children,grandchild and even great-grandchild..=]

thanks everyone for your concern
but i am seriously okay la weii
until..

dad just reached home from work
looking at him while talking with me
his eyes full of tears and everything

my heart totally went shatters when i look at him
seriously cant imagine myself when i look at my mom
my mom for sure wont be in good condition at all
she hearts her mother more than everything..!
..sigh..

i am so freaking worried about my mom

-will update soon-
gonna visit my grandma's house soon

but let me make things clear again
I AM OKAY LA WEIII


ADIOS!!AMIGOS!!AKU BERAMBUS!!

.first day of my life.

finals finally over
wee..!
but dont ask me how was it since i kinda guess it
gonna flunk my finals
few hours of revision before i enter the examination hall
wont be helping me to score
so..hopefully..
i can just pass that freaky first semester
hahahahaha..!
*psst.i seriously do not wanna stuck myself with the maths lecturer anymore*

somehow,i dont feel stressed about it
wonder why..?
friends amazed of me and i find it wrong

guess i seriously am living my uni life to the fullest huh?
yikess..

just finished my last paper which is Public Administration yesterday
rushed back to college to prepare myself and pack my stuff
since dad is coming one hour later

just had two piece of bread for my brunch

got lost while finding the way to that stupid golf club
grr..!
finally reached the destination
well.nothing special about the wedding though
environment,food and everything was just fine
the only things that mesmerized me is the bride and groom
cute couple =]

no pictures are available since its so boring
tiring and gastric
thanks to the sleepless night and empty tummy

my eye bags is even "thicker" than my double eye lid.wth?
so.gonna utilize my four days at home kao kao
with outings hibernate at home =]
before i headed back to college
yikes!


currently addicted to first day of my life by melanie C
got influenced by roommie,NANA..!
and thanks again for the defuser-cum-downloader susando for the song

to NANA : will send to u once i am back to college, babe! =]

psst : got a birthday card from socky yesterday. I LOVE IT babeeeeee.thanks and cant wait for her to actually come back and trashing with me again.awww!





ADIOS!!AMIGOS!!AKU BERAMBUS!!

.destiny.

"Carefully watch YOUR THOUGHTS...
...for they become YOUR WORDS.
Manage and watch YOUR WORDS...
...for they will become YOUR ACTIONS.
Consider and judge YOUR ACTIONS...
...for they have become YOUR HABITS.
Acknowledge and watch YOUR HABITS...
...for they shall become YOUR VALUES.
Understand and embrace YOUR VALUES...
...or they become YOUR DESTINY"

-by Mahatma Gandhi-

ADIOS!!AMIGOS!!AKU BERAMBUS!!