Specially for you, my dear friend, Nobita Tan Xi Voon. Teehee!
Footprints in the sand by Leona Lewis
You walked with me Footprints in the sand And helped me understand Where I'm going
You walked with me When I was all alone With so much unknown Along the way
Then I heard you say
I promise you I'm always there When your heart is filled with sorrow and despair And I'll carry you When you need a friend You'll find my footprints in the sand
I see my life Flash across the sky So many times I've lied And been so afraid
And just when I I thought I'd lost my way You gave me strength to carry on
That's when I heard you say
I promise you I'm always there When your heart is filled with sorrow and despair Oh, I'll carry you When you need a friend You'll find my footprints in the sand
When I'm weary Well I know you'll be there And I can feel you When you say
I promise you I'm always there When your heart is full of sadness and despair I'll carry you When you need a friend You'll find my footprints in the sand
Year 2008 Our first ever picture
♥ We always have each other back no matter what ♥
Year 2009
Year 2010
Thank you for being part of my life, my babe slash roommie slash Nobita! Words cant describe how grateful I am for having you by my side through ups and downs
You have not just left footprints in the sand, but on my heart too!
Thanks sayang! Less than three Teehee!
Ps. Stop stressing yourself with studies hor? Else, I'll find AH KONG to unstressed you BUAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA
Oh yes. Just in case you guys are checking whether the update thingy on your blog is working, yea, its working. I'm back to blogging business. Oh well, couldnt find any appropriate people to actually talk to, and Voon is having her stressy moment with her studies, so I guess I should have just pour all my dejection in here then. Teehee!
Well, if you ask me, what have I been busy with for the past few months that I dont even give a damn on actually logging in to my blog and type down some words, I must say, life has been such a roller coaster ride for me. There are ups as well as downs There are things that I am proud of and there are things that I am slightly unhappy about And There are things that I have gained and there are also things that I have lost So if you ask me, am I in high spirit or just in the blues? Frankly speaking, neither do I can answer this.
When you think your life is near to perfect, somehow, something will just came along and *KABOOM* turning your life to be the most sucky moment ever
What happened when the person that you trusted the most, the one you treated as THE MOST BESTIE ever, fall for you? Call me conservative, but I rather pick to end this "friendship" before he gets hurt deeper than ever Call me close-minded, but I rather not flirting or taking him for granted, just because he has feeling for me Well, call me stubborn, but I rather not giving him false hope when I know that "nothing" is the ending of our story Its hurtful to see how a beautiful friendship ended up with this scenario I dont blame anyone nor him, feeling is hard to be controlled It just happens at the wrong time I'm just sad that this is how it ends Time will tell. Lets just hope that he'll understand eventually
I have low tolerance on pretentious Now dont get me wrong though, I am not self-proclaiming that I'm being true to myself Majority will never practice "what you see is what you got" thingy anymore Not in this era though, maybe yes if its way back then However, Alan Watts once said,
"Never pretend to a love which you do not actually feel, for love if not ours to command"
Oh yes. You've guess it right I dont even know who is he I googled. But I do know that love is pure, true and not pretending to love So what if someone pretend to love..? Simple, please kindly refer to my title of this blog post Might as well I just tell you then
Your love is a lie.
What are you gonna do if your love is just a lie then? Nothing but a lie.. A freaking awful lie!
a short outdated post on what I have done before my internship starts
Final outing with the UM babes before headed back to my Klang crib Great companion is all that matters. Finally decided to get our ass off from our nerd mode We went right after Yee's final paper of this semester Through rain and congestion, we finally make it to Midvalley for a movie and dinner
Watched "Ice kacang Puppy Love", Dinner at "Paddington house of Pancake", Camwhored, Dessert at "Galeto" Voon and Yeestoning while I was enjoying my "shoppa" moment Having our own "Gossip Girl" moment. Teehee!
Finally, a decent picture of us Love you guys so much Life in UM will be superbly awful without you guys Thanks for being such a wonderful listener whenever I need you guys.. Never fails to shower me with love and You guys just spices up my Um life with fun and excitement Thanks babes
"无论他们又说什么, 闲言闲语无法伤害我, 世界上只有一个我, 没人能代替的我, 无论他们又做什么, 小动作无法打败我, 我知道自己是最美丽的, The most beautiful "
Enough said... LOL Here you go! My Chinese post. Yesh. You guess it right! Fully copied from the lyrics from a Taiwan group Superb like this song as find its quite meaningful
Til then peeps
Officially missing you guys! LOVES!
psst : Am officially falling for you. BAHHHH!!! Shuddup Voon, Cheryl and Bren! Dont even try to say a word to me! LOL
Numerophobia or also known as Arithmophobia is fear of numbers I used to be a number-lover But 5 days of calculating the figures on ledgers, official receipts and bank statement Bank reconciliation, ensuring everything is balanced has successfully make me a person who is suffering from Numerophobia Sobs! Like seriously, YOU spin my head right round right round
This week has been a total OMGEEE week for me First week of internship
Lets start with the first day, shall we? Teehee! Filing. Darn. Talk about being in a total wrong-timing moment My company was having internal audit throughout this week Hence, I was required to organized all the official receipts from two subsidiary companies of the company that I am current working in.. I needa sort it from small to big numbers Tragic! LOL
At first, I was all high up to complete my tasks but too much of filing makes me go *yawn* Mr Praveen took me around the company to introduce to all the employees DAMN! Zero hunks. Okay. I lied. There was one.. Teehee!
Second day, FILING AGAIN! While I was having lunch with the colleagues, I tweeted that I am bored with filing
Guess what? Miracle happens I was asked to work out on bank reconciliation right after lunch LOL right?
However, this aint easy though I thought it would be as easy as those stuff that I have learned during my secondary life Hell No. Way way way tough! Too many stuff to be handle in one time
pssst : Never underestimate the computer that I have. SUPERB POWERFUL ok? Lol
Ever since that day, I was in charge in bank reconciliation Stress to the max mannn!
But overall, it was okay though Nice colleagues, Guess what? My new BFF is 37 years old and she clubs too. OMGee right? Lol My boss slash supervisor is superb nice man who helps me a lot Mr Praveen whom I had a crush on BUAHAHHAHAHA C'mon man. He's tall, good looking and funny.
But working life is aint that easy Exhaustion that never ends. I slept and wakes up early Okay. I lied again. I sleeps late and wakes up early Causes my eyes to be soared for the past 5 days
Damn! I looked damn OL...D ok? I looked like a mother of three Hahahahahah! Mainly because I dont fancy formal clothes Hence, I have only three formal clothes Borrowed from my mom. Haha!
Buhahahaha. Camwhoring while having a small break in the toilet. WTF right? Eating in the toilet.
It was taken today. It is indeed a Black Friday Woke up with PMS and frustration over the imbalanced account But everything went A-OK once I went home Ignoring the fact I have not completed my task, I went home with happy mode as I can sleep as late as I can and wakes up as late as I can on Saturday Wheeee Special Shoutout:
Thanks again Darryl for being the best bro I ever had! Loves!♥ Shall end this post with a stupid photo of my dog, Brownie
BUAHAHAHHA Stupid right? I have untangled him for so many times and yet, still stuck with one leg up! MUAHAHAH
If you have noticed, I have been changing the blog header for couple of times Am not satisfied with the previous one
In case you're a first-timer to my blog
The following were the headers that I have used or intended to use..
Buahahaha! I know right? I am taking the narcissism to the next level Using my own photos as header *blush*
After long hours of cracking my brains and browsing through my albums I've come with an idea of combining all the photos I have used previously with the photos I have taken. If you have noticed again, each photo represents the things that I like
Things that I have included : (From upper left) Excitement, Food, Bubba Gump in particular *teehee!* Money Sketches Creativity (I'm the one who is responsible in drawing that on the balloon) DANCINGGGGGGG... MUSICCCCCC And of course, Being a total Narcissistic!
There are many things that I wanna include but space constraint Hence, I have to choose those that really represents me.
Til then,
" Your attitude towards life defines not only who you are, but the quality of life you are after"
Oh ya! I am already dead tired on the first day of internship Geesh! I am SO not a 8.30-5.30 working person?
" You were the first person that I know and will be the last person that I forget as Mothers hold their children's hands for a short while, but hold their hearts forever "
Happy Mother's Day to My beloved MAMA!
This is the least that I can do as Mom forbid me to buy stuff for her since she knows that her rebellious daughter is broke, as always.
It wasnt the best card I ever made Blame me for not being creative enough
Did it while she was sleeping beside me Risky, I know right? Lol Everything is worth it though She loves it but the heart shape fell off. as I'm running out of glue. Will glue it back as Mom wanna keep it. Teehee!
..NOT!!!.. I'm pretty sure that I will not suffer from Chorophobia Are you? Do you? Chorophobia is the fear of dancing Being able to perform on the stage was undefinable! It was beyond any words that can describe the feeling I have whenever I dance
Had one of the best dance in the club last week Xin tagged along I must admit, Zouk and Phuture is pretty good Great ambience even though their songs are a lil bit old school But it managed to groove me up. Teehee! Say goodbye to Euphoria as I have found my new fav club
♥ li xin, me, hooi meng ♥ Everything is just A-OK when there's good friends accompany you even though the music is absolutely pariah that night
Here are some photos taken for the performance I had for this semester I know its outdated but what can I do la? Busy la dei Dayao 2010 (February) Credits to everyone for making it happen The best I ever had!
rehearsal
Backstage ♥ the Krumper ♥ Watch us Shine!
♥ Group photos ♥
Credits to Ee, kenfai, ichiban, Sam and many more who willing to snap our hideous photos. Hehe!
Up next.. Feseni 2010 (March) Credits to everyone for the hardworks and ideas Third place baybeh! Unexpected but yeah..
The latter one is ten times exhausted than the former one even though it slow, but trust me. AINT THAT EASY PEOPLE!
Practice
Watch us BLING??
♥ Group photos ♥ Random shots
♥ The POSUM babes : sher lynn, me, xi voon ♥ The dancers from different residential colleges PTUM and Dayao dancers
Specially dedicated to our big bro, Wei Jie Thats how he looks like whenever he performs
Credits to Wei Jie, Yew Ken and many more for the photos
Honestly, its a big challenge for me to dance in two different style of dance Both practices are almost at the same time We were rushing for the latter one to the former one But AMAZINGLY, I did notlose any weight but have gainedtonnes of unwanted weight. WTF CAN? FML!
Yen and I during the modern dance : Dayao 2010
Yen and I during the traditional dance competition : Feseni 2010
Sorry Monster but I cant find any photos of us besides this!