Sunday, August 29, 2010

.Nerd is my name.

"Think only of the best,
to work only for the best,
and to expect only the best."

-The Secret by Rhonda Byrne-


Enough said,

ADIOS! AMIGOS! AKU BERAMBUS BALIK KE UM!

.footprints in the sand.

Specially for you,
my dear friend,
Nobita Tan Xi Voon.
Teehee!

Footprints in the sand by Leona Lewis

You walked with me
Footprints in the sand
And helped me understand
Where I'm going

You walked with me
When I was all alone
With so much unknown
Along the way

Then I heard you say

I promise you
I'm always there
When your heart is filled with sorrow and despair
And I'll carry you
When you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand

I see my life
Flash across the sky
So many times I've lied
And been so afraid

And just when I
I thought I'd lost my way
You gave me strength to carry on

That's when I heard you say

I promise you
I'm always there
When your heart is filled with sorrow and despair
Oh, I'll carry you
When you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand

When I'm weary
Well I know you'll be there
And I can feel you
When you say

I promise you
I'm always there
When your heart is full of sadness and despair
I'll carry you
When you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand

Year 2008
Our first ever picture


♥ We always have each other back no matter what ♥


Year 2009


Year 2010


Thank you for being part of my life, my babe slash roommie slash Nobita!
Words cant describe how grateful I am for having you by my side through ups and downs

You have not just left footprints in the sand, but on my heart too!

Thanks sayang! Less than three
Teehee!

Ps. Stop stressing yourself with studies hor? Else, I'll find AH KONG to unstressed you BUAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA

ADIOS!! AMIGOS!! AKU BERAMBUS!!

Saturday, August 28, 2010

.Your ♥ is a Lie.

Oh yes. Just in case you guys are checking whether the update thingy on your blog is working, yea, its working. I'm back to blogging business. Oh well, couldnt find any appropriate people to actually talk to, and Voon is having her stressy moment with her studies, so I guess I should have just pour all my dejection in here then. Teehee!

Well, if you ask me, what have I been busy with for the past few months that I dont even give a damn on actually logging in to my blog and type down some words,
I must say, life has been such a roller coaster ride for me.
There are ups as well as downs
There are things that I am proud of and there are things that I am slightly unhappy about
And
There are things that I have gained and there are also things that I have lost
So if you ask me, am I in high spirit or just in the blues?
Frankly speaking, neither do I can answer this.

When you think your life is near to perfect,
somehow, something will just came along and *KABOOM*
turning your life to be the most sucky moment ever

What happened when the person that you trusted the most, the one you treated as THE MOST BESTIE ever, fall for you?
Call me conservative, but I rather pick to end this "friendship" before he gets hurt deeper than ever
Call me close-minded, but I rather not flirting or taking him for granted, just because he has feeling for me
Well, call me stubborn, but I rather not giving him false hope when I know that "nothing" is the ending of our story
Its hurtful to see how a beautiful friendship ended up with this scenario
I dont blame anyone nor him, feeling is hard to be controlled
It just happens at the wrong time
I'm just sad that this is how it ends
Time will tell. Lets just hope that he'll understand eventually

I have low tolerance on pretentious
Now dont get me wrong though, I am not self-proclaiming that I'm being true to myself
Majority will never practice "what you see is what you got" thingy anymore
Not in this era though, maybe yes if its way back then
However, Alan Watts once said,

"Never pretend to a love which you do not actually feel, for love if not ours to command"

Oh yes. You've guess it right
I dont even know who is he
I googled. But I do know that love is pure, true and not pretending to love
So what if someone pretend to love..?
Simple, please kindly refer to my title of this blog post
Might as well I just tell you then


Your love is a lie.


What are you gonna do if your love is just a lie then?
Nothing but a lie..
A freaking awful lie!

So just pull the trigger


NAHH! I'm just kidding!
LIFE GOES ON! MOVE ON!


ADIOS! AMIGOS! AKU BERAMBUS!





Sunday, July 11, 2010

.off to nerd-land.

Hey...!
Been abandoning the blog again
Disaster aight? Lol..

Gonna update next week once I am back from uni

Am 'leaving on a jetplane' soon..

Psssst : Have changed my blog's design. Not entirely love it but its slightly better than all black right?

Til then,



ADIOS!! AMIGOS!! AKU BERAMBUS to UM !!

Saturday, June 5, 2010

.the world behind my wall.

Lyrics from: (Current addiction)
I never told you by Colbie Caillat,
Issues by The Saturdays and
World behind my wall by Tokio Hotel.



I never told you what I should have said
No, I never told you, I just held it in..

Cause..

Me and my heart, we got issues,
Dont know if I should miss you or hate you

My heart is saying YES but my mind is saying NO

Confusion, illusion,
I dont know which way to go

They're telling me
It's beautiful, and I believe them
But I will never know the world behind my wall

The sun will shine,
LIke never before,
One day I will be ready to go,
To see the world behind my wall

As..

I'm ready to fall,
I'm ready to heel,
I'm ready to feel again,

The world behind my "wall"...

til then peeps.

ADIOS!! AMIGOS!! AKU BERAMBUS!!

Sunday, May 30, 2010

.Nobita and Ikan.

a short outdated post on what I have done before my internship starts

Final outing with the UM babes before headed back to my Klang crib
Great companion is all that matters.
Finally decided to get our ass off from our nerd mode
We went right after Yee's final paper of this semester
Through rain and congestion, we finally make it to Midvalley for a movie and dinner

Watched "Ice kacang Puppy Love",
Dinner at "Paddington house of Pancake",
Camwhored,
Dessert at "Galeto"
Voon and Yee stoning while I was enjoying my "shoppa" moment
Having our own "Gossip Girl" moment. Teehee!




Finally, a decent picture of us
Love you guys so much
Life in UM will be superbly awful without you guys
Thanks for being such a wonderful listener whenever I need you guys..
Never fails to shower me with love and
You guys just spices up my Um life with fun and excitement
Thanks babes

Hugs and kisses

Til then peeps

ADIOS!! AMIGOS!! AKU BERAMBUS!!

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

.我是谁.

"无论他们又说什么, 闲言闲语无法伤害我, 世界上只有一个我, 没人能代替的我, 无论他们又做什么, 小动作无法打败我, 我知道自己是最美丽的, The most beautiful "


Enough said... LOL
Here you go!
My Chinese post. Yesh. You guess it right!
Fully copied from the lyrics from a Taiwan group
Superb like this song as find its quite meaningful

Til then peeps


Officially missing you guys!
LOVES!

psst : Am officially falling for you.
BAHHHH!!! Shuddup Voon, Cheryl and Bren! Dont even try to say a word to me! LOL

ADIOS!! AMIGOS!! AKU BERAMBUS!!

Saturday, May 15, 2010

.numerophobia.



Numerophobia or also known as Arithmophobia
is fear of numbers
I used to be a number-lover
But 5 days of calculating the figures on ledgers, official receipts and bank statement
Bank reconciliation, ensuring everything is balanced
has successfully make me a person who is suffering from Numerophobia
Sobs!
Like seriously, YOU spin my head right round right round

This week has been a total OMGEEE week for me
First week of internship

Lets start with the first day, shall we? Teehee!
Filing. Darn. Talk about being in a total wrong-timing moment
My company was having internal audit throughout this week
Hence, I was required to organized all the official receipts from two subsidiary companies of the company that I am current working in..
I needa sort it from small to big numbers
Tragic!
LOL



At first, I was all high up to complete my tasks but too much of filing makes me go *yawn*
Mr Praveen took me around the company to introduce to all the employees
DAMN! Zero hunks. Okay. I lied. There was one.. Teehee!

Second day,
FILING AGAIN!
While I was having lunch with the colleagues, I tweeted that I am bored with filing



Guess what? Miracle happens
I was asked to work out on bank reconciliation right after lunch
LOL right?

However, this aint easy though
I thought it would be as easy as those stuff that I have learned during my secondary life
Hell No. Way way way tough!
Too many stuff to be handle in one time


pssst : Never underestimate the computer that I have. SUPERB POWERFUL ok? Lol

Ever since that day, I was in charge in bank reconciliation
Stress to the max mannn!

But overall, it was okay though
Nice colleagues, Guess what? My new BFF is 37 years old and she clubs too. OMGee right? Lol
My boss slash supervisor is superb nice man
who helps me a lot
Mr Praveen whom I had a crush on
BUAHAHHAHAHA
C'mon man. He's tall, good looking and funny.

But working life is aint that easy
Exhaustion that never ends.
I slept and wakes up early
Okay. I lied again. I sleeps late and wakes up early
Causes my eyes to be soared for the past 5 days

Damn! I looked damn OL...D ok? I looked like a mother of three
Hahahahahah! Mainly because I dont fancy formal clothes
Hence, I have only three formal clothes
Borrowed from my mom. Haha!


Buhahahaha. Camwhoring while having a small break in the toilet. WTF right? Eating in the toilet.

It was taken today.
It is indeed a Black Friday
Woke up with PMS and frustration over the imbalanced account
But everything went A-OK once I went home
Ignoring the fact I have not completed my task, I went home with happy mode as I can sleep as late as I can and wakes up as late as I can on Saturday
Wheeee

Special Shoutout:


Thanks again Darryl for being the best bro I ever had! Loves!


Shall end this post with a stupid photo of my dog, Brownie

BUAHAHAHHA
Stupid right?
I have untangled him for so many times
and yet, still stuck with one leg up! MUAHAHAH

til then peeps
♥♥♥

ADIOS!! AMIGOS!! AKU BERAMBUS!!

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

1+1=2.

If 1+1 is equal to TWO
What did you get if you add 8.30-5.30 work with accounts minus fun

It is equivalent to LIFELESS!
Bahhh. I hate sleeping early

Night people!

Random eh?


Another outdated post coming right up.
Majlis Anugerah Bestari 2009-2010
Teehee!

Off to my bed. DAMN!

ADIOS!! AMIGOS!! AKU BERAMBUS!!

Monday, May 10, 2010

.new header.

If you have noticed,
I have been changing the blog header for couple of times
Am not satisfied with the previous one
In case you're a first-timer to my blog
The following were the headers that I have used or intended to use..


Buahahaha! I know right? I am taking the narcissism to the next level
Using my own photos as header *blush*

After long hours of cracking my brains and browsing through my albums
I've come with an idea of combining all the photos I have used previously with the photos I have taken.
If you have noticed again, each photo represents the things that I like


Things that I have included : (From upper left)
Excitement,
Food, Bubba Gump in particular *teehee!*
Money
Sketches
Creativity (I'm the one who is responsible in drawing that on the balloon)
DANCINGGGGGGG...
MUSICCCCCC
And of course, Being a total Narcissistic!

There are many things that I wanna include but space constraint
Hence, I have to choose those that really represents me.

Til then,

" Your attitude towards life defines not only who you are, but the quality of life you are after"


Oh ya! I am already dead tired on the first day of internship
Geesh! I am SO not a 8.30-5.30 working person?


ADIOS!! AMIGOS!! AKU BERAMBUS!!

Sunday, May 9, 2010

♥ Happy Mother's Day ♥


" You were the first person that I know and will be the last person that I forget as Mothers hold their children's hands for a short while, but hold their hearts forever "

Happy Mother's Day to
My beloved MAMA!


This is the least that I can do

as Mom forbid me to buy stuff for her since she knows that her rebellious daughter is broke, as always.

It wasnt the best card I ever made
Blame me for not being creative enough


Did it while she was sleeping beside me
Risky, I know right?
Lol
Everything is worth it though
She loves it
but the heart shape fell off.
as I'm running out of glue.
Will glue it back as Mom wanna keep it. Teehee!


You're the best thing I ever had!
I love you!

♥♥♥

ADIOS!! AMIGOS!! AKU BERAMBUS!!

Saturday, May 8, 2010

.Chorophobia.


..NOT!!!..
I'm pretty sure that I will not suffer from Chorophobia
Are you? Do you?
Chorophobia is the fear of dancing
Being able to perform on the stage was undefinable!
It was beyond any words that can describe the feeling I have whenever I dance

Had one of the best dance in the club last week
Xin tagged along
I must admit, Zouk and Phuture is pretty good
Great ambience even though their songs are a lil bit old school
But it managed to groove me up. Teehee!
Say goodbye to Euphoria
as I have found my new fav club

♥ li xin, me, hooi meng ♥
Everything is just A-OK when there's good friends accompany you
even though the music is absolutely pariah that night

Here are some photos taken for the performance I had for this semester
I know its outdated but what can I do la?
Busy la dei

Dayao 2010 (February)
Credits to everyone for making it happen
The best I ever had!

rehearsal

Backstage

♥ the Krumper ♥

Watch us Shine!


♥ Group photos ♥

Credits to Ee, kenfai, ichiban, Sam and many more who willing to snap our hideous photos. Hehe!

Up next..
Feseni 2010 (March)
Credits to everyone for the hardworks and ideas
Third place baybeh! Unexpected but yeah..

The latter one is ten times exhausted than the former one
even though it slow, but trust me. AINT THAT EASY PEOPLE!

Practice


Watch us BLING??



♥ Group photos


Random shots

The POSUM babes : sher lynn, me, xi voon ♥

The dancers from different residential colleges
PTUM and Dayao dancers

Specially dedicated to our big bro, Wei Jie
Thats how he looks like whenever he performs

Credits to Wei Jie, Yew Ken and many more for the photos

Honestly, its a big challenge for me to dance in two different style of dance
Both practices are almost at the same time
We were rushing for the latter one to the former one
But AMAZINGLY,
I did not lose any weight but have gained tonnes of unwanted weight. WTF CAN?
FML!

Yen and I during the modern dance : Dayao 2010


Yen and I during the traditional dance competition : Feseni 2010

Sorry Monster but I cant find any photos of us besides this!

Big difference eh? XD


ADIOS!! AMIGOS!! AKU BERAMBUS!!