I am blogging!

Yoohoo..!

Oh gosh! I just realized that I have been in hiatus for such a long period

Check my previous post wey. August 2010

Gosh oh gosh!

Somehow, I just cant find the urge to actually blog

In short, I'm just being plain lazy

Anyhow, the main reason why I'm blogging right now is because I have nothing else to do while waiting for the hearts in Zuma Blitz. I needa wait for freaking seven minutes for one heart.

I practically have done everything I can while waiting for the hearts

Bejeweled! DONE!

Browsing through my old albums in Facebook and emo on how BIG transformation I have for the past three years! DONE!

Sing "Back to December"! DONE!

*yawn*

Another reason was because of my perempuan tercinta aku, Miss Cheryl Chia "Lai" Ling

who asked me to actually start blogging on my long-abandoned blog

NAH, I am blogging now, ok? :D

Anyway, nothing much to update!

Other than..

I gained weight. I cant control my diet. I can be the next mascot of Michellin. YES I CAN!

Well, basically, besides gaining weight, others are same old, same old!

I'm gonna share some photos of my "transformation" for the past three years

Look how skinny I am. OH MY GAWD!

During orientation week, year 2008!

Flat tummy wey.

FAINT DIE ME! So thin...! Where'd you go, I miss you so, OH MY FLAT TUMMY!

Year 2009

See this shirt. Its tight right now. :(

Look at the differences of both pictures

Same angle but different fats

BAH!

Cheek and baby fats on my face!

MY ARMS! Year 2010

MY GIGANTIC BUTT!

I"M JUST SO FREAKING SUPER DUPER EXTREMELY ROUND!

MY BLOATED TUMMY!

Well, apparently, I looked bigger size than the rest of my babes in this picture

Then, I took picture with the dudes. MACAM SAMA SIZE JERRRR ><

Oh god! And finally

THIS IS HOW I LOOK LIKE RIGHT NOW

YEAR 2011

Just kidding !

Some application I used via Iphone.

Prolly gonna ended up like this if I cant control my diet

OH GOSH! Ideas needed. Any solution that you can reduce weight without controlling your diet and no exercise? Teehee!

First step is always the hardest.

I should have just print the picture out and motivate myself not to be the one in picture above

I like this picture but something is extremely wrong with my eye bags

Any solution on my eye bags too? SOBS!

www.susan-gg.com.my

ADIOS! AMIGOS! AKU BERAMBUS!

Times out! Back to Zuma Blitz ...

.Nerd is my name.

"Think only of the best,
to work only for the best,
and to expect only the best."

-The Secret by Rhonda Byrne-

Enough said,

ADIOS! AMIGOS! AKU BERAMBUS BALIK KE UM!

.footprints in the sand.

Specially for you,
my dear friend,
Nobita Tan Xi Voon.
Teehee!

Footprints in the sand by Leona Lewis

You walked with me
Footprints in the sand
And helped me understand
Where I'm going

You walked with me
When I was all alone
With so much unknown
Along the way

Then I heard you say

I promise you
I'm always there
When your heart is filled with sorrow and despair
And I'll carry you
When you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand

I see my life
Flash across the sky
So many times I've lied
And been so afraid

And just when I
I thought I'd lost my way
You gave me strength to carry on

That's when I heard you say

I promise you
I'm always there
When your heart is filled with sorrow and despair
Oh, I'll carry you
When you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand

When I'm weary
Well I know you'll be there
And I can feel you
When you say

I promise you
I'm always there
When your heart is full of sadness and despair
I'll carry you
When you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand

Year 2008
Our first ever picture

♥ We always have each other back no matter what ♥

Year 2009


Year 2010

Thank you for being part of my life, my babe slash roommie slash Nobita!
Words cant describe how grateful I am for having you by my side through ups and downs

You have not just left footprints in the sand, but on my heart too!

Thanks sayang! Less than three
Teehee!

Ps. Stop stressing yourself with studies hor? Else, I'll find AH KONG to unstressed you BUAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA

ADIOS!! AMIGOS!! AKU BERAMBUS!!

.Your ♥ is a Lie.

Oh yes. Just in case you guys are checking whether the update thingy on your blog is working, yea, its working. I'm back to blogging business. Oh well, couldnt find any appropriate people to actually talk to, and Voon is having her stressy moment with her studies, so I guess I should have just pour all my dejection in here then. Teehee!

Well, if you ask me, what have I been busy with for the past few months that I dont even give a damn on actually logging in to my blog and type down some words,
I must say, life has been such a roller coaster ride for me.
There are ups as well as downs
There are things that I am proud of and there are things that I am slightly unhappy about
And
There are things that I have gained and there are also things that I have lost
So if you ask me, am I in high spirit or just in the blues?
Frankly speaking, neither do I can answer this.

When you think your life is near to perfect,
somehow, something will just came along and *KABOOM*
turning your life to be the most sucky moment ever

What happened when the person that you trusted the most, the one you treated as THE MOST BESTIE ever, fall for you?
Call me conservative, but I rather pick to end this "friendship" before he gets hurt deeper than ever
Call me close-minded, but I rather not flirting or taking him for granted, just because he has feeling for me
Well, call me stubborn, but I rather not giving him false hope when I know that "nothing" is the ending of our story
Its hurtful to see how a beautiful friendship ended up with this scenario
I dont blame anyone nor him, feeling is hard to be controlled
It just happens at the wrong time
I'm just sad that this is how it ends
Time will tell. Lets just hope that he'll understand eventually

I have low tolerance on pretentious
Now dont get me wrong though, I am not self-proclaiming that I'm being true to myself
Majority will never practice "what you see is what you got" thingy anymore
Not in this era though, maybe yes if its way back then
However, Alan Watts once said,

"Never pretend to a love which you do not actually feel, for love if not ours to command"

Oh yes. You've guess it right
I dont even know who is he
I googled. But I do know that love is pure, true and not pretending to love
So what if someone pretend to love..?
Simple, please kindly refer to my title of this blog post
Might as well I just tell you then

Your love is a lie.

What are you gonna do if your love is just a lie then?
Nothing but a lie..
A freaking awful lie!

So just pull the trigger


NAHH! I'm just kidding!
LIFE GOES ON! MOVE ON!


ADIOS! AMIGOS! AKU BERAMBUS!

.off to nerd-land.

Hey...!
Been abandoning the blog again
Disaster aight? Lol..

Gonna update next week once I am back from uni

Am 'leaving on a jetplane' soon..

Psssst : Have changed my blog's design. Not entirely love it but its slightly better than all black right?

Til then,

ADIOS!! AMIGOS!! AKU BERAMBUS to UM !!