confession boOth ♥♥~

I am blogging!

2011-03-16T14:26:00.014+08:00

Yoohoo..!

Oh gosh! I just realized that I have been in hiatus for such a long period

Check my previous post wey. August 2010

Gosh oh gosh!

Somehow, I just cant find the urge to actually blog

In short, I'm just being plain lazy

Anyhow, the main reason why I'm blogging right now is because I have nothing else to do while waiting for the hearts in Zuma Blitz. I needa wait for freaking seven minutes for one heart.

I practically have done everything I can while waiting for the hearts

Bejeweled! DONE!

Browsing through my old albums in Facebook and emo on how BIG transformation I have for the past three years! DONE!

Sing "Back to December"! DONE!

*yawn*

Another reason was because of my perempuan tercinta aku, Miss Cheryl Chia "Lai" Ling

who asked me to actually start blogging on my long-abandoned blog

NAH, I am blogging now, ok? :D

Anyway, nothing much to update!

Other than..

I gained weight. I cant control my diet. I can be the next mascot of Michellin. YES I CAN!

Well, basically, besides gaining weight, others are same old, same old!

I'm gonna share some photos of my "transformation" for the past three years

Look how skinny I am. OH MY GAWD!

During orientation week, year 2008!

Flat tummy wey.

FAINT DIE ME! So thin...! Where'd you go, I miss you so, OH MY FLAT TUMMY!

Year 2009

See this shirt. Its tight right now. :(

Look at the differences of both pictures

Same angle but different fats

BAH!

Cheek and baby fats on my face!

MY ARMS! Year 2010

MY GIGANTIC BUTT!

I"M JUST SO FREAKING SUPER DUPER EXTREMELY ROUND!

MY BLOATED TUMMY!

Well, apparently, I looked bigger size than the rest of my babes in this picture

Then, I took picture with the dudes. MACAM SAMA SIZE JERRRR ><

Oh god! And finally

THIS IS HOW I LOOK LIKE RIGHT NOW

YEAR 2011

Just kidding !

Some application I used via Iphone.

Prolly gonna ended up like this if I cant control my diet

OH GOSH! Ideas needed. Any solution that you can reduce weight without controlling your diet and no exercise? Teehee!

First step is always the hardest.

I should have just print the picture out and motivate myself not to be the one in picture above

I like this picture but something is extremely wrong with my eye bags

Any solution on my eye bags too? SOBS!

www.susan-gg.com.my

ADIOS! AMIGOS! AKU BERAMBUS!

Times out! Back to Zuma Blitz ...

.Nerd is my name.

2010-08-29T17:39:00.003+08:00

"Think only of the best,
to work only for the best,
and to expect only the best."

-The Secret by Rhonda Byrne-

Enough said,

ADIOS! AMIGOS! AKU BERAMBUS BALIK KE UM!

.footprints in the sand.

2010-08-29T02:35:00.006+08:00

Specially for you,
my dear friend,
Nobita Tan Xi Voon.
Teehee!

Footprints in the sand by Leona Lewis

You walked with me
Footprints in the sand
And helped me understand
Where I'm going

You walked with me
When I was all alone
With so much unknown
Along the way

Then I heard you say

I promise you
I'm always there
When your heart is filled with sorrow and despair
And I'll carry you
When you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand

I see my life
Flash across the sky
So many times I've lied
And been so afraid

And just when I
I thought I'd lost my way
You gave me strength to carry on

That's when I heard you say

I promise you
I'm always there
When your heart is filled with sorrow and despair
Oh, I'll carry you
When you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand

When I'm weary
Well I know you'll be there
And I can feel you
When you say

I promise you
I'm always there
When your heart is full of sadness and despair
I'll carry you
When you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand

Year 2008
Our first ever picture

♥ We always have each other back no matter what ♥

Year 2009

Year 2010

Thank you for being part of my life, my babe slash roommie slash Nobita!
Words cant describe how grateful I am for having you by my side through ups and downs

You have not just left footprints in the sand, but on my heart too!

Thanks sayang! Less than three
Teehee!

Ps. Stop stressing yourself with studies hor? Else, I'll find AH KONG to unstressed you BUAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA

ADIOS!! AMIGOS!! AKU BERAMBUS!!

.Your ♥ is a Lie.

2010-08-28T02:13:00.001+08:00

Oh yes. Just in case you guys are checking whether the update thingy on your blog is working, yea, its working. I'm back to blogging business. Oh well, couldnt find any appropriate people to actually talk to, and Voon is having her stressy moment with her studies, so I guess I should have just pour all my dejection in here then. Teehee!

Well, if you ask me, what have I been busy with for the past few months that I dont even give a damn on actually logging in to my blog and type down some words,
I must say, life has been such a roller coaster ride for me.
There are ups as well as downs
There are things that I am proud of and there are things that I am slightly unhappy about
And
There are things that I have gained and there are also things that I have lost
So if you ask me, am I in high spirit or just in the blues?
Frankly speaking, neither do I can answer this.

When you think your life is near to perfect,
somehow, something will just came along and *KABOOM*
turning your life to be the most sucky moment ever

What happened when the person that you trusted the most, the one you treated as THE MOST BESTIE ever, fall for you?
Call me conservative, but I rather pick to end this "friendship" before he gets hurt deeper than ever
Call me close-minded, but I rather not flirting or taking him for granted, just because he has feeling for me
Well, call me stubborn, but I rather not giving him false hope when I know that "nothing" is the ending of our story
Its hurtful to see how a beautiful friendship ended up with this scenario
I dont blame anyone nor him, feeling is hard to be controlled
It just happens at the wrong time
I'm just sad that this is how it ends
Time will tell. Lets just hope that he'll understand eventually

I have low tolerance on pretentious
Now dont get me wrong though, I am not self-proclaiming that I'm being true to myself
Majority will never practice "what you see is what you got" thingy anymore
Not in this era though, maybe yes if its way back then
However, Alan Watts once said,

"Never pretend to a love which you do not actually feel, for love if not ours to command"

Oh yes. You've guess it right
I dont even know who is he
I googled. But I do know that love is pure, true and not pretending to love
So what if someone pretend to love..?
Simple, please kindly refer to my title of this blog post
Might as well I just tell you then

Your love is a lie.

What are you gonna do if your love is just a lie then?
Nothing but a lie..
A freaking awful lie!

So just pull the trigger

NAHH! I'm just kidding!
LIFE GOES ON! MOVE ON!

ADIOS! AMIGOS! AKU BERAMBUS!

.off to nerd-land.

2010-07-11T01:26:00.001+08:00

Hey...!
Been abandoning the blog again
Disaster aight? Lol..

Gonna update next week once I am back from uni

Am 'leaving on a jetplane' soon..

Psssst : Have changed my blog's design. Not entirely love it but its slightly better than all black right?

Til then,

ADIOS!! AMIGOS!! AKU BERAMBUS to UM !!

.the world behind my wall.

2010-06-05T02:15:00.004+08:00

Lyrics from: (Current addiction)
I never told you by Colbie Caillat,
Issues by The Saturdays and
World behind my wall by Tokio Hotel.

I never told you what I should have said
No, I never told you, I just held it in..

Cause..

Me and my heart, we got issues,
Dont know if I should miss you or hate you

My heart is saying YES but my mind is saying NO

Confusion, illusion,
I dont know which way to go

They're telling me
It's beautiful, and I believe them
But I will never know the world behind my wall

The sun will shine,
LIke never before,
One day I will be ready to go,
To see the world behind my wall

As..

I'm ready to fall,
I'm ready to heel,
I'm ready to feel again,

The world behind my "wall"...

til then peeps.

ADIOS!! AMIGOS!! AKU BERAMBUS!!

.Nobita and Ikan.

2010-05-30T12:18:00.007+08:00

a short outdated post on what I have done before my internship starts

Final outing with the UM babes before headed back to my Klang crib
Great companion is all that matters.
Finally decided to get our ass off from our nerd mode
We went right after Yee's final paper of this semester
Through rain and congestion, we finally make it to Midvalley for a movie and dinner

Watched "Ice kacang Puppy Love",
Dinner at "Paddington house of Pancake",
Camwhored,
Dessert at "Galeto"
Voon and Yee stoning while I was enjoying my "shoppa" moment
Having our own "Gossip Girl" moment. Teehee!

Finally, a decent picture of us
Love you guys so much
Life in UM will be superbly awful without you guys
Thanks for being such a wonderful listener whenever I need you guys..
Never fails to shower me with love and
You guys just spices up my Um life with fun and excitement
Thanks babes

Hugs and kisses

Til then peeps

ADIOS!! AMIGOS!! AKU BERAMBUS!!

.我是谁.

2010-05-18T19:41:00.003+08:00

"无论他们又说什么, 闲言闲语无法伤害我, 世界上只有一个我, 没人能代替的我, 无论他们又做什么, 小动作无法打败我, 我知道自己是最美丽的, The most beautiful "

Enough said... LOL
Here you go!
My Chinese post. Yesh. You guess it right!
Fully copied from the lyrics from a Taiwan group
Superb like this song as find its quite meaningful

Til then peeps

Officially missing you guys!
LOVES!

psst : Am officially falling for you.
BAHHHH!!! Shuddup Voon, Cheryl and Bren! Dont even try to say a word to me! LOL

ADIOS!! AMIGOS!! AKU BERAMBUS!!

.numerophobia.

2010-05-15T00:14:00.005+08:00

Numerophobia or also known as Arithmophobia
is fear of numbers
I used to be a number-lover
But 5 days of calculating the figures on ledgers, official receipts and bank statement
Bank reconciliation, ensuring everything is balanced
has successfully make me a person who is suffering from Numerophobia
Sobs!
Like seriously, YOU spin my head right round right round

This week has been a total OMGEEE week for me
First week of internship

Lets start with the first day, shall we? Teehee!
Filing. Darn. Talk about being in a total wrong-timing moment
My company was having internal audit throughout this week
Hence, I was required to organized all the official receipts from two subsidiary companies of the company that I am current working in..
I needa sort it from small to big numbers
Tragic!
LOL

At first, I was all high up to complete my tasks but too much of filing makes me go *yawn*
Mr Praveen took me around the company to introduce to all the employees
DAMN! Zero hunks. Okay. I lied. There was one.. Teehee!

Second day,
FILING AGAIN!
While I was having lunch with the colleagues, I tweeted that I am bored with filing

Guess what? Miracle happens
I was asked to work out on bank reconciliation right after lunch
LOL right?

However, this aint easy though
I thought it would be as easy as those stuff that I have learned during my secondary life
Hell No. Way way way tough!
Too many stuff to be handle in one time

pssst : Never underestimate the computer that I have. SUPERB POWERFUL ok? Lol

Ever since that day, I was in charge in bank reconciliation
Stress to the max mannn!

But overall, it was okay though
Nice colleagues, Guess what? My new BFF is 37 years old and she clubs too. OMGee right? Lol
My boss slash supervisor is superb nice man
who helps me a lot
Mr Praveen whom I had a crush on
BUAHAHHAHAHA
C'mon man. He's tall, good looking and funny.

But working life is aint that easy
Exhaustion that never ends.
I slept and wakes up early
Okay. I lied again. I sleeps late and wakes up early
Causes my eyes to be soared for the past 5 days

Damn! I looked damn OL...D ok? I looked like a mother of three
Hahahahahah! Mainly because I dont fancy formal clothes
Hence, I have only three formal clothes
Borrowed from my mom. Haha!

Buhahahaha. Camwhoring while having a small break in the toilet. WTF right? Eating in the toilet.

It was taken today.
It is indeed a Black Friday
Woke up with PMS and frustration over the imbalanced account
But everything went A-OK once I went home
Ignoring the fact I have not completed my task, I went home with happy mode as I can sleep as late as I can and wakes up as late as I can on Saturday
Wheeee

Special Shoutout:

Thanks again Darryl for being the best bro I ever had! Loves! ♥

Shall end this post with a stupid photo of my dog, Brownie

BUAHAHAHHA
Stupid right?
I have untangled him for so many times
and yet, still stuck with one leg up! MUAHAHAH

til then peeps
♥♥♥

ADIOS!! AMIGOS!! AKU BERAMBUS!!

1+1=2.

2010-05-11T22:44:00.004+08:00

If 1+1 is equal to TWO
What did you get if you add 8.30-5.30 work with accounts minus fun

It is equivalent to LIFELESS!
Bahhh. I hate sleeping early

Night people!

Random eh?

Another outdated post coming right up.
Majlis Anugerah Bestari 2009-2010
Teehee!

Off to my bed. DAMN!

ADIOS!! AMIGOS!! AKU BERAMBUS!!

.new header.

2010-05-10T19:36:00.005+08:00

If you have noticed,
I have been changing the blog header for couple of times
Am not satisfied with the previous one

In case you're a first-timer to my blog

The following were the headers that I have used or intended to use..

Buahahaha! I know right? I am taking the narcissism to the next level
Using my own photos as header *blush*

After long hours of cracking my brains and browsing through my albums
I've come with an idea of combining all the photos I have used previously with the photos I have taken.
If you have noticed again, each photo represents the things that I like

Things that I have included : (From upper left)
Excitement,
Food, Bubba Gump in particular *teehee!*
Money
Sketches
Creativity (I'm the one who is responsible in drawing that on the balloon)
DANCINGGGGGGG...
MUSICCCCCC
And of course, Being a total Narcissistic!

There are many things that I wanna include but space constraint
Hence, I have to choose those that really represents me.

Til then,

" Your attitude towards life defines not only who you are, but the quality of life you are after"

Oh ya! I am already dead tired on the first day of internship
Geesh! I am SO not a 8.30-5.30 working person?

ADIOS!! AMIGOS!! AKU BERAMBUS!!

♥ Happy Mother's Day ♥

2010-05-09T12:33:00.005+08:00

" You were the first person that I know and will be the last person that I forget as Mothers hold their children's hands for a short while, but hold their hearts forever "

Happy Mother's Day to
My beloved MAMA!

This is the least that I can do
as Mom forbid me to buy stuff for her since she knows that her rebellious daughter is broke, as always.

It wasnt the best card I ever made
Blame me for not being creative enough

Did it while she was sleeping beside me
Risky, I know right?
Lol
Everything is worth it though
She loves it
but the heart shape fell off.
as I'm running out of glue.
Will glue it back as Mom wanna keep it. Teehee!

You're the best thing I ever had!
I love you!

♥♥♥

ADIOS!! AMIGOS!! AKU BERAMBUS!!

.Chorophobia.

2010-05-08T21:47:00.012+08:00

..NOT!!!..
I'm pretty sure that I will not suffer from Chorophobia
Are you? Do you?
Chorophobia is the fear of dancing
Being able to perform on the stage was undefinable!
It was beyond any words that can describe the feeling I have whenever I dance

Had one of the best dance in the club last week
Xin tagged along
I must admit, Zouk and Phuture is pretty good
Great ambience even though their songs are a lil bit old school
But it managed to groove me up. Teehee!
Say goodbye to Euphoria
as I have found my new fav club

♥ li xin, me, hooi meng ♥
Everything is just A-OK when there's good friends accompany you
even though the music is absolutely pariah that night

Here are some photos taken for the performance I had for this semester
I know its outdated but what can I do la?
Busy la dei

Dayao 2010 (February)
Credits to everyone for making it happen
The best I ever had!

rehearsal

Backstage

♥ the Krumper ♥

Watch us Shine!

♥ Group photos ♥

Credits to Ee, kenfai, ichiban, Sam and many more who willing to snap our hideous photos. Hehe!

Up next..
Feseni 2010 (March)
Credits to everyone for the hardworks and ideas
Third place baybeh! Unexpected but yeah..

The latter one is ten times exhausted than the former one
even though it slow, but trust me. AINT THAT EASY PEOPLE!

Practice

Watch us BLING??

♥ Group photos ♥

Random shots

♥ The POSUM babes : sher lynn, me, xi voon ♥

The dancers from different residential colleges
PTUM and Dayao dancers

Specially dedicated to our big bro, Wei Jie
Thats how he looks like whenever he performs

Credits to Wei Jie, Yew Ken and many more for the photos

Honestly, its a big challenge for me to dance in two different style of dance
Both practices are almost at the same time
We were rushing for the latter one to the former one
But AMAZINGLY,
I did not lose any weight but have gained tonnes of unwanted weight. WTF CAN?
FML!

Yen and I during the modern dance : Dayao 2010

Yen and I during the traditional dance competition : Feseni 2010

Sorry Monster but I cant find any photos of us besides this!

Big difference eh? XD

ADIOS!! AMIGOS!! AKU BERAMBUS!!

confession 001

2010-04-13T00:12:00.005+08:00

I've been listening too much of the oldies lately
that it has actually makes me do loads of thinking. Lol
Looking at peoples around me seeking for their true one
Come to think about it,
Not many can find their true love
Plus, is there really a true love in relationship?

On the other hand, I am kinda impressed, amazed and envy at the same time
that they never give up on love and finding the right one
This is something that I don't think I have enough guts to do so
I might be looking as tough as I can externally
But my heart is too fragile to be broken again
Even before the first heartbreak, I have already restricted myself to be in love
to care for someone I hearted so much,
as I am just afraid of getting hurt,
Ever since the first break up I had, not a good one though
I have been overly protecting my heart from getting hurt again
One is enough to leave me despair and miserable.
The scar will always be there with me
It still hurts whenever I think about it..
it takes me ages to finally move on

As a result, I have forbid myself to be in love again
Keeping a distance with the person I heart
Thinking that this will never last long
All the negativity things that I can think of

A person who loves you so much in one time
can just be a total ignorance once he is totally out of love with you
Mmph. Nice right?

I will never put the same faith as I did previously
I have issues on trusting people whom I hearted
Hence, it is impossible to commit and totally devoted in a relationship that you cant put a trust on the opposite one in the first place

Yea, so basically. I am partially giving up on love

Hence, I'm seriously amazed with peoples around me that never gives up on love
Waiting patiently to find the true one
Along the way to find the true one, they experienced loads of heart wrenching moments
And yet, they never gives up
In the end, they found the one that loves them for what they are
Awww right?
*psst. not sure its forever though*
It takes a lot of courage to do so..

" you've been hurt and so your heart has chose to close the door
Love broke your heart and brought you lies "

Am still loving this song so much. Teehee!

Besides, I am truly enjoyed every moment of my life right now
Having a good bunch of friends who will always be there for me
I am seriously lucky to have each and every one of you guys

Loves

♥♥♥

ADIOS!! AMIGOS!! AKU BERAMBUS!!

From the ♥~

2010-04-11T13:59:00.008+08:00

Am currently addicted to the oldies
I must admit, the oldies do have more sentimental feel in it
In comparison to the current songs which totally out from the lovey dovey feel
Been listening to the oldies whole night and it seriously brings me the feel of wanna fall in love again
LOL. I know right?

Current addiction : From the ♥ by Another Level
Thought of sharing it with you guys
Nice songs worth to share aight?

"I know you've heard these words a hundred other times before
And you've been hurt and so your heart has chose to close the door
Love broke your heart and brought you lies
Look in my eyes
You'll see a love that's deep and true
Tender and strong and all for you
You can trust this love
Honest, that's the honest truth

From the heart
I'm giving you everything, everything
From the heart
I promise you that I'll be there
I'll be there to love you
From the soul
I'm showing you all I feel, all I feel is
From the heart, from the heart

I will protect you and respect you and be all you need
And when you reach for love you'll only need to reach for me
These arms will never let you down
They're staying around
I'll walk with you through every storm
I'll keep you safe, I'll keep you warm
And you'll have no doubt
You're the one I'm living for

I'll provide the love you need
Just trust my touch
Believe in me
I'll never make you cry
Givin' all I got with all I got inside "

Awww right? ♥

Boohoo me for not watching Notting Hill before.
Yea. its one of the soundtracks from Notting Hill (1999)
Quoted by someone, a movie that can makes me cry.
We'll see about that then.
I tend to be emotional whenever I watched sad and romance movies.
Lol.
Just downloaded and gonna watch it once I screw Basic Econometric.

SHall end my procrastination and starts behaving like an uni undergraduate.
Fingers crossed that I get a place in my college and UM accepts Iman's and his twin brother's application. Teehee!
Gosh oh gosh. Cant imagine having them in uni. Totally chaos!

I ♥ each and everyone of you.
Thanks for the memories. Cherish all the moments we have in MAB 09/10. You guys are the reason why I enjoyed MAB and SO NOT BECAUSE OF THE SUCKY FOOD aight? Lol

♥♥♥

ADIOS!! AMIGOS!! AKU BERAMBUS!!

.

2010-03-29T03:28:00.003+08:00

There's so much things that I wanna spill but words cant describe how I feel right now
For better or for worse?
Unidentified

Will update my freaking kesian blog as soon as possible

Teehee!

Okay. I know this is funny for a person who is totally afraid dogs saying this..
but..
THIS IS MY NEW PET! BROWNIE~

Trying my best not to afraid of him
Wish me luck on that

Try to picture
for a girl who is totally 10 times bigger than this cute little dog
was running around the house when this innocent dog is chasing her
RIGHT?
A total weird picture. ISH!

psst : Can anyone tell me the best solution to cure my blurness? SOBS

I am ready to embrace the new chapter of my life! Only time will tells

Till then,

ADIOS!! AMIGOS!! AKU BERAMBUS!!

.just dance.

2010-02-18T17:32:00.008+08:00

My upcoming performance will be on the 24th February
Do drop by if you guys are free
RM8 per ticket
I bet you guys can afford it since its just after CNY. Wohoho
A combination of junior and senior performance
SOmething that you have not seen before
Fingers crossed that nothing bad gonna happen
Except for the fact that I've been gaining so much of unwanted weight
Ironic huh? In an usual cases
For a girl who dances a lot, she should be thin
but I guess I eat more than I dance.
*darn BUBBA GUMP darn*
Teehee!

The lunatic bunch of dancers
Heart you guys to the max

Told ya they are crazeeeee..
Wait til I get all the photos. Tonnes of candid photos
Including me >< and my ass
They have an obsession towards my ass, I guess! BUAHAHAH

A decent one

This probably gonna be my last performance as part of Dayao Group.
Gonna concentrate more on studies next year

Yao Lanshou Zi Yeh. The best I ever had.

8 days of sinful procrastination and yet a pleasant one.

ADIOS!! AMIGOS!! AKU BERAMBUS!!

.according to you.

2010-02-17T02:07:00.004+08:00

*am totally addicted to this song*
what a catchy song with a catchy lyrics
ME LOVE IT! Whee..

HOWEVER, not really fancy on her video as I find its rather annoying
Specially on the hands thingy. HAHA
But am totally impressed with her guitar skills.

According to you
Im stupid
Im useless
I cant do anything right
According to you
Im difficult
hard to please
forever changing my mind
Im a mess in a dress
cant show up on time
even if it would save my life
According to you, according to you

But according to him
Im beautiful
incredible
he cant get me out of his head
According to him
Im funny
irresistable
everything he ever wanted
Everything is opposite
I dont feel like stopping it
so baby tell what i got to lose
Hes into me for everything Im not according to you

According to you
Im boring
Im moody
and you cant take me any place
According to you
I suck at telling jokes cause I always give it away
Im the girl with the worst attention span
youre the boy who puts up with that
According to you, according to you

But according to him
Im beautiful
incredible
he cant get me out of his head
According to him
Im funny
irresistable
everything he ever wanted
Everything is opposite
I dont feel like stopping it
so baby tell what i got to lose
Hes into me for everything Im not
according to you

I need to feel appreciated
like Im not hated. oh no
Why cant you see me through his eyes?
Its too bad your making me decide.

But according to me
youre stupid
youre useless
you cant do anything right

But according to him
Im beautiful
incredible
he cant get me out of his head
According to him
Im funny
irresistable
everything he ever wanted
Everything is opposite
I dont feel like stopping it
baby tell what i got to lose
Hes into me for everything Im not
according to you
you you
according to you
you you

oh ya. HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR PEOPLE
EVERYONE IS SO FREAKING HUAT EXCEPT FOR ME
boohoo!

specially thanks to Bren for the song.
You gotta stop sending me songs. Or else, My list of favourite songs gonna be longer than it is now. HAHAHAHA

Current addiction :
Somebody Told me by The killers
Baby by Justin Bieber feat Ludacris
And BOYS LIKE GIRLS!!

ADIOS!!AMIGOS!! AKU BERAMBUS!!

.time for miracles.

2010-01-11T16:28:00.002+08:00

Apparently, the genius didnt own an umbrella
The usual cases would be sharing an umbrella with my beloved Yee
However, things changed (temporarily)
Hence, nobody is sharing an umbrella with me
Stucked myself in the faculty trying to come up with every little stuff that I can do
while waiting for the rain to go away

I'm a second year UM undergraduate and this is my fourth semester
things gonna change.
I must admit, I have not prioritized my studies and have emphasized the wrong one
Dancing is part of my interest
but I shall not put it as a priority
bro is right

People take dance as part of their hobby
They dance when they have free time
For me?
I have sacrificed all my time for dancing
Even the time when i am supposed to attend classes or assignments

Its time to get things right
as it aint gonna be the same anymore
As i am growing older. my responsibility is getting more
and maturity increased. CHEH WAH. MUAHAHHA

This year is superb critical for me
Papers are getting harder to score
Assignments and Tutorial works is piling up
24 hours aint enough for me
I looked exhausted most of the time
according to Sim Hong, my face has this kind of "hypnotize power" as she feels sleepy once she looks at my dead tired face. LMAO!

At this particular point, I am having a second thought on joining four performances for this semester
I just wanna quit everything even though I really do enjoyed
this is the part where
reality vs dream!
GEESH
Indecisiveness kills
Maybe its time for Miracles!
Wohoho
*I just wanna say that phrase for fun* Ignore that

Anyway, whining for nothing as I am superbly bored right now. Tralala
Til then..

ADIOS!! AMIGOS!! AKU BERAMBUS!!

.one of a HACK story.

2010-01-08T21:02:00.006+08:00

Once upon a time, an innocent girl whom I shall not reveal her name is having tough time living in her college as she barely has the chance to online. Due to insufficient of cash, she does not have her own laptop. *Mmm. Simply because she is willingly to spend on FOODS and CLOTHES* *winks* Hence, the only chances of her being able to online in her college is by using her friends' laptop. Thank god that she has a lot of wonderful friends who willingly to let the innocent girl to use their laptop to get online as they know internet has become part of the innocent girl's life. One day of not being able to online is most likely taking away the innocent girl's life. I must admit, that girl is totally addicted with internet. Pfft. However, the innocent girl is having tough time to get online as the line is too crappy and awful in her governmental university.

On a cool and breezy night of Thursday, the innocent girl finally had the chance to get online again. The line is rather fast on that day. The chances of having an awesome line is equivalent of hitting the jackpot. *Okay. I am a little bit exaggerate on that* Hence, the innocent girl is happily chatting with her mates as well as accessing her facebook and twitter. As she was ecstatically chatting with her beloved mates, one of her closest babes in Klang nudged her.

Hence, she replied with a hippie hie and show some love to the babe whom I shall named her Yean. However, the innocent girl sense something is amiss as "Yean" is being rather fierce today. The innocent girl ignored it as she thought it was Yean's boyfriend who is fooling around as it happened before. Hence, that innocent girl intentionally uses Malaysia's national language Bahasa Melayu to fool "Yean" back. *Still assuming it was Yean's Korean boyfriend*.

The conversation is getting even weird when "Yean" asked the innocent girl to accept her invitation to on the webcam to watch some "skirt show". Now now. Something is seriously wrong. Hence, the innocent girl declined the invitation and even refused to continue with the conversation as "Yean" or "her boyfriend" is acting superbly weird. To top it off, the innocent girl is chickened out as she is afraid that "Yean" or "her boyfriend" will scares her off with some prank.

Being totally ignorance, the innocent girl continues chatting with the rest. Laughing and enjoying every single bit of the chatty moment. Few minutes later, an alert was sent to that innocent girl. That innocent girl was blurred out as the notification has stated that her MSN account got logged in in different place. The innocent girl try her best to reconnect it but failed to do so even though she has tried for several times. Her password has become invalid and she freaks out.

She called Yean to find out the real problem. Being a typical blur queen, blurry Yean told the innocent girl that she is having tough time to on her MSN. Oh god. Poor Yean! She do not know that she got hacked. As the innocent girl is trying her best to figure out what was happening, a friend of hers called her and told her that "the innocent girl" *now now. its the hacker who is actually sending the messages to her friends* chatted unusually and has invited her for skirt show. Lol. However, this girl do not sense anything amiss and accepted the invitation. Guess what? The hacker saw the friend's pretty face and self-acclaimed that he is a hacker and he just hacked the innocent girl's account. WOOHOO!!! But the innocent girl has warned her friend and asked her to change her password right away and she's safe.

The innocent girl saw herself is onlining through her close friend's account and the hacker said "hi" to her close babe. The close friend did not replied as she knows it was the hacker. Like DUH. The innocent girl was sitting right beside her with furious face on getting hacked. Then, this smart ass hacker thought he can outsmarted the close friend by saying "Hello babe". Puh lease. Dont you think it sounds too formal? Tralalala..

The innocent girl is no longer innocent and kind-hearted as she is absolutely furious about it. Mainly because her account got hacked and to make things worse, the hacker is trying to hack her friend's account and started sending weird messages to her friend. Therefore, say goodbye to the innocent girl and say hello to GODZILLA! GRrrrr..

The innocent girl-come-GODZILLA has decided to create a new MSN account in purpose to fool that hacker. Hence, Michelle is the name she called herself. She added her old MSN account and started pretending like she is a good friend of the innocent girl. Being totally polite and bubbly, Godzilla aka Michelle said hie and waiting patiently for reply. No reply at all.

Godzilla aka Michelle sends more messages this time. But still, in polite manner. However, just like the previous messages, no replies at all. Godzilla could not tolerate with such rudeness anymore. Thus, godzilla aka Michelle started throwing a lot of F bombs to that hacker who is using the innocent girl's account.

As Godzilla was scolding the hacker, her friend was laughing at whatever shits that Godzilla throws. Godzilla finds it was hillarious too. And never in her life that Godzilla thinks that all the foul languages she heard from her friends as well as others can be fully utilized. Hence, she uses all kind of different foul languages. (English, Hokkien, Mandarin, Cantonese)

Godzilla's favourite phases :
"IF YOU ARE WONDERING WHY YOU ARE SNEEZING RIGHT NOW. DONT FEEL WEIRD AS I AM ACTUALLY CURSING YOU TO HELL RIGHT NOW. AWWW"

That was just parts of the long-essayed-curse and thrash that the innocent-come-godzilla said. Dont be frightened by Godzilla's action. It is just once in a blue moon that the Godzilla can be so furious. *winks* Teeheeee..!

Godzilla get tired of thrashing the hacker as it was 12.30am. Besides, Godzilla is stinky as she was too furious about this matter that she have not taken her bath yet. Teeheee.. again! Hence, Godzilla ended the thrashing with some hugs and kisses as well as misses and love.

Unfortunately, the hacker is too dumb to understand whatever shits Godzilla aka Michelle throws as he replied ... Godzilla asked the hacker to enjoy every single moment of hacking her account. Godzilla challenged the hacker to hack Michelle's account as well. Apparently, the hacker get annoyed with it and went offline. And thats the last time Godzilla saw herself onlining. Awww.

*Anyway, Godzilla thinks the hacker do not understand any of the trashes that she has said as the hacker's English is just too awesome. He scolded Yean's friend with chinese words and foul languages*

Or maybe, the hacker successfully hacked another person's account? You will never know...

Pity the innocent girl-come-Godzilla as she did not do anything wrong in the first place.

Technology is getting so advanced that your account can get hacked simply by chatting. Mmm.

Done with all the guessing people. You guess it right. The innocent-come-godzilla was none other than MOI! Sobbies

The hacker outsmarted me and blame myself for not remembering my alternate email's password as well as my answer for question.

Besides, my MSN password is superb long and it only God knows my password is simply rather ridiculous. Haha

Anyhow, think of a bright side. OUMM!!

Cheers people even though I am burning out now. Tralala..

Til then..

edited by Cheryl. Fireworks courtesy by A Famosa Resort Malacca.

ADIOS!! AMIGOS!! AKU BERAMBUS!!

.sorry.

2010-01-04T12:38:00.003+08:00

Oh, what a shame,

what a rainy ending given to a perfect day.

Happy New Year People!

I bet everyone had a great celebration huh?

Me too even though the countdown is rather fast and short ;)

So here I am

Blogging while I am sick,

I miss my voice so much, As for now, I sounded like a dude who trapped in a babe's body

Skipped classes as I sprained my superbly fragile ankle

I've started my early days of year 2010 with scars, sickness and many more

I just lost my brand new superbly HOT shoes

Its not about the price, but I just simply adore the shoes so much

Sobs!

What can I conclude on my Malacca trip is

CLUMSINESS KILLS!

Since there is nothing much that I can do right now

Takes some of the free time to reminiscence on year 2009

There are things that I have accomplished and am proud of it

But there are also things that I rather be upset with

Or shall I say, my life has been like a roller coaster

superbly theatrical

in every aspects

Friends, Family, Love, Education, Dance, and Excitement

People come and go

I've gained so much and yet, I've lost so much too

Each and everyone of you has giving me the best time of my life

Living footsteps on my memoirs

I cherish all good moments

I'll learned my lesson through bad moments

Trying to be a stronger and wiser person

Particularly to be a better person

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue,

I'm sorry about all the things I said to you,

I know I cant take it back,

I just wanted to say I'm sorry.

♥♥

ADIOS!! AMIGOS!! AKU BERAMBUS!!

.step up the game.

2009-12-16T17:16:00.003+08:00

" Who am I? Honestly, for a girl who has just celebrated her 21st birthday three months ago, I am still finding the right answer for that. I am sure everyone is having a tough time to actually find their own true identity. As for me, I am none other than an ordinary person living in an ordinary life. Nothing more than that. Nothing to be proud of. When everyone is happily living their own life and waiting to embrace whats ahead in the future, on the other hand, I am afraid to actually moving out from my comfort zone. "

As much as I wanted to ignore the fact that I am exactly following the same path as what my dad and bro have, I am exactly like them for who I am now. I guess ignorance is not a blissful thing when it comes to this then.

First and foremost, I need to gain the confidence that I have left far behind with my vision of life. I need to get out from the comfort zone that I have been for such a long time. A comfort zone where I know that my brother will had my back guiding me and bringing me out of any shits that I'm in. I have been depending too much on him that I need his opinion on trivial matter.

I need to start to make my own decision and stand for it. It might be very painful to be fail or made a wrong decision but mistakes can make me stronger and be more experienced in life- reminding me not to have the same mistakes again. I do not want to be known as a daddy's little girl who do not know anything in life as I am being over-protected by my father who have well-planned my future.

I am going to decide my own destiny and my own path.

The person who can control my life is me. I need to stay awake and not to fall into the same hole again. As tough as it can be, I'm gonna try. Everything is worth to try as nobody is assure with the result and outcome of it.

But still, it is still a very long way to go to a path that I have been longing for.
-Clarity, Peace and Serenity-

I dig through the bad ones
To get to the good ones
The lows and the highs
And all those goodbyes
As hard as it gets I know it's still amazing
To be alive
It's a beautiful life

-A beautiful Life by Lindsay Lohan-

ADIOS!! AMIGOS!! AKU BERAMBUS!!

.GODDAMNIT.

2009-12-12T21:26:00.005+08:00

PLEASE DONT GIVE A DAMN TO READ IT
TYPICAL SUSAN IS WHINING ON HER SHITS
SUMMARY : DARN YOU, UM!

Anyway, I am totally pissed off with Um's system
one word to describe it
UNSYSTEMATIC
goddamnit!

I bet most of the students is going to agree with me
first with the course registration thingy
lets see. the courses that offered to the second year student is full even though it is 9 in the morning which is when the registration starts
you know why?
ooh wellz. seniors failed the paper and need to retake it in order to graduate
yaya. they gives the priority to the seniors who actually have taken this
and not us who supposedly should take this
imagine that?
so what are we supposed to do?
register some unwanted and irrelated courses
geesh!
but i'm lucky that i got what i want though
but am seriously feel pity towards the rest who did not get it

next, the examination result which supposedly posted in our student's website
and NOOOOO. what happened?
they started get an itch on their ass and the webbie is under maintenance
sorry you guys especially those who are far away from UM, stop being excited as you guys wont have tha chance to see your result
poor thing
i guess they can only see their result once uni reopens which equivalent to pointless
as you have no chance to actually discuss upon your marks and your paper with your lecturer
nice right?

then, they thought they are being brilliant and smart
when they introduced the sms system
which you can know your result or any shits they provided in that website
through sms
and again. what happened?
NOTHING
whats the point of using that system when you did not reply the students messages
such a waste of time and cellphone's credits
waited patiently for the past two days and yet, what did I get?
messages from everyone but not 15888

no harsh feeling towards anyone but I'm just superb pissed off with it
oh ya. did i tell you that I'm so mad at certain lecturer
no. they are not lazy. its just that they have so many things to do which they have forgotten their main responsibility is to teach the students
how are you going to maintain the rank of the university which you are superb concern and working hard on
when you have forgotten that the best quality of an university is to produce an A class student
aww. sad right?
pity the students man
and do you really think they wanna thank the lecturers for what they have got
no way man. I dont thank anyone for my As, Bs or what so ever result I have
okay. partially since they are the one who mark it
but for the knowledge I have gained, all thanks to me,myself and my coursemates

Oh ya. not every lecturer are acting the same way
MOST OF IT
excluding DR Mario who I hearted and admire to the max man
The best lecturer I ever had for the past three freaking semester in UM

never in my life I get so pissed off and carried away on my education

But one thing has improved is I dont throw a F bomb in this post
Whoa... HAHA!
*impressed impressed*

-Relieved-
after all those shit I have said. wooohoho

Best thing that had happened in UM is you guys!
and others too.
Those who I've been blogging about you guys for thousand times. Lol
you know who you are.
xoxo

til then folks

ADIOS!! AMIGOS!! AKU BERAMBUS!!

.someone's watching over me.

2009-12-06T14:06:00.002+08:00

I've never been a fans of Rain ever since his debut on Full House
But that is the only movie that is suited with our time
Hence, off we go to watch Ninja Assassin

Darryl and I laughed our ass out when there's this Malay babe who actually commented on Rain once he appears in the movie
" URGH! Hodohnya. Apasal gunting rambut macam ini? Tak lawa la"
Mmm. I think he has just lose an amount of fans after that.
All thanks to his disastrous hairstyle. Lol
However, I must admit. His body is totally HOT
But still, Channing Tatum all the way :)

And trust me. I can feel every pain for every injuries he had.
Its so real even though the blood is kinda fake

I must rate 7/10
Honestly, I dont have the adrenaline rush on watching this movie at first
But it was a good movie to watch

And I'm not a morning person.
Dont ask me out that early man
I'll tend to postponed til its 12pm
Only Darryl and God knows how many times I texted him and ask him to come late
Initial plan was that he fetch me at 11am but I texted him in the morning to ask him to come at 11.30am and eventually texted him again at 12pm. Lol

Moving on, visited Ivan and he has the invitation pass to 50% Discount in every items in Quicksilver
Spotted something I like. The bag that I have wanted it so much
But ended up didnt bought it cause the color is so dull
Boohoo!

Darryl left me alone with the cake we bought for Ivan after that
Bake cookies in Wan Yean's house after that
Okay. I lied. The sisters bake and I sloth. Lol

Then had a very nice gathering with the MGS-ians
Aww. I seriously missed the moment where I get bullied by Pei Lin and Mei Chi
Yeah. Weird huh?
Even Yen Teng agrees with it. Lol

So thats about it.
Something updated. FINALLY! i know right?
Hahaha!

til then..
ADIOS!! AMIGOS!! AKU BERAMBUS!!

.missing you.

2009-12-04T23:23:00.002+08:00

This is not an emo post. Emo is so last year.
Just Nostalgia.

Come to think about it,
all thanks to my hectic life in Um,
I have not really spend my quality times with the loved ones.
My UM sayangs or even my Klang sayangs
Pathetic!? I know right?

Recently, I have keep reminiscing the good ol' moments I have with every single one of them

Was chatting with Selina and Shiah that I finally decided to take the initiative to post this out
It makes me realised that I have missed out a lot of fun that I used to have

Mmm. What happened? Honestly, I dont know
Could it be that we have grow apart?
Hell no! I seriously have loads of fun chatting with them. Haha!
Awww

First stop
♥♥ My Posum gang in UM ♥♥
I'm sorry that I have not really been mixing that much with you guys
Okay. Apart from Pei Yee since she happens to be my coursemate slash roommie
Lol
No more having dinner together in DS or even doing stuff together gether
I seriously miss the moment where I can just go thrash around you guys room
I guess its hard now since some has moved out
Still I laughed everytime I watched the video of Shiah's birthday, My self-rap on our love story, and the lunatic photos we have taken
SOrry again. Its like we're close and yet so far apart.
Sobs

Next,
♥ My lunatic sayangs which consist of Pei Lin aka XL, Socky, Sunny and Mei Chi ♥
I seriously miss having you guys around
I know this is weird but I actually missed being bullied by you guys
I missed Pei Lin for calling me Ah Pui
I missed fooling around with Socky
I missed chatting almost everything with Sunny
I missed Mei Chi for being so annoying towards me

Final stop
♥ MY crazy yet lovely Padini'an gang ♥
I missed being totally random with you guys
Its like we're totally out of contact already except for Elene
Sobbies

Again, this is not an emo post
And I seriously wish to hang out with you guys soon

xoxo
AND DARN CHERYL FOR MAKING ME REALISED SOMETHING deep shit again NOOHHHHH!

ADIOS!! AMIGOS!! AKU BERAMBUS!!

.stronger.

2009-12-04T18:19:00.004+08:00

Have you ever had the moment where you think you have achieved almost everything but there's one particular thing that makes you feel like you have not achieved anything yet? I bet you do. This is how I feel right now.

But its okay. I have done my best and have no regrets at all. I just need to get over it and accept the fact that there are certain things in life that does not necessarily need to go along with your way. Honestly, I do not know why I am so carried away on this matter. I swear! Never in my life I've become like this. Its funny and it seriously gives me the biggest laugh ever whenever I recall about it.

Anyway, so what it does not really go with what I wanted it to be? Thing happens for a reason. Maybe, perhaps, the another way is better than the one that I want it to be. We'll see about that.

Stronger than ever.. Muahaha!

Anyway, moving on, its been a while since I dance. The feeling of being groovey appears out of nowhere. I just wanna move, shake and drop again. And No, I dont mean club but I mean generally. Lol. Dance is like my new brand of heroine.. Okay? Sounds familiar? Haha.

Am in desperate mode to watch New Moon. C'mon! Who would say NO to Taylor Lautner besides Bren. :P

ADIOS!! AMIGOS!!AKU BERAMBUS!!

.roommie-abused.

2009-12-03T17:57:00.007+08:00

Basically everyone has been telling me the same thing
that I've abandoned my blog for quite a while
Reasons for that?
Same reasons la why I didnt update everytime
Being totally lazy and busy with my hectic life

While I was looking at all photos that I have taken since last time
I found some photos that I have threatened my roommie to pose as
MUAHAHAHAHA!
I know man. I can be so evil at times

* fingers crossed that I will still be alive once uni reopens*
I'm so gonna kill by her soon >.<> her eyes. Tralalala!
And I actually did called her to ask for her permission
so All good then. Lol

hairstylist for today : Me!!
model for today : my current ~~victim~~ roommie, yee!

*the so-called Beckham style*

*the OMGEEE! TSUNAMI hairstyle*

*the ROAR slash FIERCE look* =.=

Last but not least,
a special tribute to one of the Economic lecturer in UM, Mr chong chien sien
*inside joke* Lol

Awww. she's too adorable and nice to pinch! Haha

the nerdy spec that she is wearing now is courtesy by ME!

Nice right? My hidden talent. Hahaha!

and oopsy! I have forgotten to mosaic this one.
In purpose actually
How to mosaic when you are wearing a spec la? AIJIO!
lol

Anyway, this roommie of mine has been totally influenced by me
and she has started to be superb SS nowadays
its a good thing though
Hahaha!

My partner in crime when it comes to hunting for food. Grr!

And here is a picture of her looking totally normal? Lol

*Me and my beloved nat-a-li-e YEEEE*

Thanks for being there for me babe! :)

Awwww
♥♥♥
I love you , Yee!

And not to forget my beloved ex-roommies who happened to be my number one fans on following my blog
Both of them have asked me the same question lately on why am I being so lazy on updating my blog
Hahahaah
Love you guys too! ♥♥

nana, susan, hong
the ex A110 resident!

Early weeks as freshie in UM

yet again, I have too many things to blog but I am just being lazy
Tralala! Dont hate me aight?

ADIOS!! AMIGOS!! AKU BERAMBUS!!

.you have stolen my ♥.

2009-11-17T16:25:00.004+08:00

Yo people!
Honestly, I have logged in and out from my own blog account for so many times
Its not that I dont have stuff to tell, trust me. I have a lot but I'm just plain lazy
I am currently found interest in dramas and movies

Am done with Born Rich. Am waiting for the next episode to come
Something unusual for me since I dont remember the last time I have watched Hong Kong drama >.<
and trust me. Dont ever watch 5 episodes in one day
You start being numb and totally URGH. Lol

Anyway, I have started abandoning my Gossip Girl.
Aww. I know right? Sinful thing to do

I have the urge to watch Step Up
Who would say NO on that man? Its Channing Tatum people!
*drools*
Dont blame me. But i tend to have softer spot for a dude who dances well *blush*
I just love the combination of contemporary and hip hop
But totally bummed out as the Real Player has stopped working halfway
I've tried other application but no luck
And darn Me. I have come to realised that I have just copy the movie halfway from yen
as I have cancelled the transfer cause I thought of transferring other movie
DUmb huh? Yes I am. XD

I have just finished watching Made of Honor
Another all time favourite movie of mine
Still, totally Awwwwed me to the max

Anyway, you guys must be wondering why on earth am I spending my holiday watching movie and dramas
I'm going back to university soon for dance practice
Hence, I wont be having much time to watch all the dramas and movies

Anyway, I'm really anticipating for the coming Thursday and Saturday
Its been a while since I move, shake and drop
Woohoo!
PARTY PEOPLE!

psst : Stop being individualistic. Try to put yourself in that particular person's shoes that you have totally fucked on. You still dont get it huh? You poor thing!

Good day people!

ADIOS!! AMIGOS!! AKU BERAMBUS!!

.party all the time.

2009-11-07T14:23:00.002+08:00

Been totally addicted with this song lately

This semester is even worse than the previous one
I have been playing harder than I ever thought
But, meanwhile, I am having the highest level of stress I ever had during my finals
I cant sleep well
*pfft. But I can eat well. In fact, I ate a lot recently*

Fingers crossed that I will still alive right after finals

" Dont miss the chances of life on giving you to spend with the people you love. Remember that in this life, there are NO REWINDS"

ADIOS!! AMIGOS!! AKU BERAMBUS!!

.totally WOW.

2009-10-26T21:15:00.004+08:00

So here is what happened today
While I was happily reading my book on Globalisation,
Mr. Craxibone came up to me and totally annoyed with me.
Why was that?
As I was reading the book that was written by someone else and not him.
LMAO right?

Hence, being a superbly intelligent person,
he went to his room and started writing his own definition of Globalisation!

Right after dinner, guess what I have found on my table!
A piece of paper on true definition of Globalisation

You guys probably having the tough time to actually read what it has written
So, I am going to tell you the content of it
and DO NOT COPY THIS
COPYRIGHTED BY CRAXIBONE!

Q : What is the true meaning of Globalisation?

A : Princess Diana!

WHY?

An ENGLISH princess riding with her EGYPTIAN boyfriend crashes in a FRENCH tunnel,
driving a GERMAN car with a DUTCH engine,
driven by a BELGIAN who was drunk on SCOTTISH whisky,
followed closely by ITALLIAN paparazi,
who were riding JAPANESE motorcycles.

Diana was treated by an AMERICAN doctor using BRAZILLIAN medicines

And this information was sent around by a CANADIAN,
using AMERICAN technologies while you've probably read this on your computer using TAIWANESE chips,
with a KOREAN monitor,
assembled by BANGLADESH workers in a SINGAPORE plant,
transported by INDIAN lorry drivers,
hijacked by INDONESIANS,
unloaded by SICILIAN longshoremen,
and trucked to your retailer by MEXICAN illegals

Hence, this is what I called GLOBALISATION!

IMPRESSIVE HUH?
He is seriously a street smart person
I dont think there's any person who can actually think of what he said
Teehee!

Feeling totally hopeless and useless that I am studying in UM and yet,
I could not even think of such definition!
BOOHOO!

AGAIN:
COPYRIGHTED BY CRAXIBONE!
DO NOT COPY THIS
i AM SERIOUS!
WARNED BY THE DUDE HIMSELF!

I heart him!
Who is him?
None other than my brother!
self-proclaimed PROFESSOR!

ADIOS!! AMIGOS!! AKU BERAMBUS!!

♥♥ 21 ♥♥

2009-09-27T05:28:00.006+08:00

i wasnt referring to the black jack on my title okay? =.=
geesh.this shows that i am actually an addict on gamble huh?LOL

anyway,woohoo!
i am finally 21 years old people~
no fears on entering to the casino even though i got mistaken as a malay
no fears on entering clubs that only restricted to those who are above 21
no fears of going home late
okay.i was wrong on that.
i still have my good ol' curfew but dad started being a bit loose on me?
i can come back around 1 or 2?geesshh

and special credit to cheryl on the following ideas:
officially to drink,drank and drunk
not to worry of being called mature or adult
no worries when police come for spot check in clubs
LAME?
not lame enough
the lamest of all is
"we can start looking for matured clothes and no more kiddy clothes"
not much difference actually as we're wearing like grown up
LMAO

i wonder why am i clique with her
she's so lame and yet,i'm so cool~
cheh wah =.=

♥♥ the sayang with me ♥♥

teehee~

anyway,special thanks to people (babes,dudes,bros,sis) who send me wishes through facebook,text messages and even calls.
totally appreciates it~♥♥

and
last but not least
♥♥♥♥
a very big thank you to
my babe of the babes cheryl, brandon, clarice, ryan, teoh wei, wey ping as well as marvin who have celebrated with me just now
thanks and sorry again.haha~
geessshh

18 hours to go til my birthday ends and til my mom's birthday
ya.her birthday is on 28th september
its pretty sad thing that i cant celebrate with her since i'll be stucking myself in UM

again,
THANKS PEOPLE~
xoxo
♥♥

ADIOS!!AMIGOS!!AKU BERAMBUS!!

.i'm sorry if i have hurt you.

2009-09-26T14:17:00.004+08:00

" I feel wonderful
Because I see the love light in your eyes
And the wonder of it all
Is that you just dont realize
How much I love you "

-wonderful tonight by khalil fong-
*my current addiction* ♥♥

yet again,
my performance on oct 5th in sungei wang got cancelled
this time, my leader who ask to cancel it
geessshhh

two times of rejection within a month
the feeling is superb DOWN man
the feeling is just like you are sitting on the couch crying alone while holding the chocolate ice cream while watching a comedy show after you just broke up with your boyfriend
OKAY.i am so over-exaggerate on that huh?
LMAO~

so by any chance you will be hanging out in sungei wang on Oct 5th
you WONT be seeing me perform already
grrr~ >.<

my leader was asking me whether am i okay?
i told him
"rejection will only makes you more stronger"
LMAO~ wonder where do i get such idea from? LAME~
and wonder why am i so LAME today =.=

moving on,
there's another dance performance on Oct 20th
this time,
NO MORE hip hop dance NO MORE traditional chinese dance
BUT it is traditional indian dance
so wish me luck people

geesh
.i wonder will they just cancel this as well?
hahahaha

i'm giving up on channel in my NERD mode already
who will be so goodie staying at home doing their assignment larh?
NOBODY
unless those seriously responsible person or just totally lifeless?
okay.i just offended some people who is reading this right?
weeee~cheers people!
xoxo

pssst : "music is what feeling sounds like"

ADIOS!!AMIGOS!!AKU BERAMBUS!!

.i guess i am not.

2009-09-25T17:42:00.003+08:00

ever since i am back to klang
life is getting even hectic even though the dance performance for PTUM opening ceremony got cancelled =.=
the reason for that? they cant afford to pay us the amount we want
and being such a "responsible" person they are, they informed us two weeks before the day itself
POTONG STEAM KAO KAO LORH~

anyway, finally get myself to stay at home
was planning to actually finish up AT LEAST one assignment and one tutorial
and so far, i did not even give a damn to actually open my school bag
geessh~
seriously need to channel in my NERD mode soon
as its going to be another hectic week once uni reopens
FORGET ABOUT PTUM OPENING CEREMONY
we got a better chance to perform
in one of the charity event in sungei wang on OCT 5th
so by any chance you were there hanging out, pls DO come and support ya
*winks*

moving on,
totally bummed out on the fact that i actually missed out the "once in a lifetime" chances to actually meet Black Eyes Peas in person today
geessh
ffk-ed benard
who actually bought the tickets and won the passes to meet them in person
unfortunately, i am in my home sweet home
hence, i need to say a very sad NO to him :(
sorry that i cant go BOOM BOOM POW with you tonight
but thanks anyway :)

and sorry to everyone who keep asking me to update my blog
i just cant find the right mood to actually blog
hahahaha~

there's so many things that i wanna blog about but i'll save it for some other day then
*winks*
gonna try hard to channel in my NERD mode again
wish me luck people!

psst : YOU ARE GOING TO BE THE ONE WHO IS FACING DOWN SOON

in the mood of photoscape just now
guess my skill still consider okay even though i have not use it for ages?
WAKAKA

and yay!my download thingy is back
in the mood of GG
you know you love me,xoxo~
teehee

and a special SHOUTOUT to my beloved baby sister

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY ANNE!
xoxo

ADIOS!!AMIGOS!!AKU BERAMBUS!!

.note.

2009-09-05T16:02:00.005+08:00

Complete and total adoration.
My gift to you, my heart was yours
. In ten weeks you shaped it.
In one night you murdered it.
Torn from my chest and laid at your feet.
And I still have these memories.
But we'll never see what we could have been.
We'll never make another memory.
I wish I'd have died in your arms the last time we were together.
So I wouldn't have to wake without you today.
You were a priority.
Was I an option?
Promises are just words unless they are fulfilled.
You knew from the beginning all I had to offer you was my heart.
I'm sorry that wasn't enough.
So, we'll go our own ways.
A broken heart is not what I wanted from this.
But I guess I've learned from it.
But aren't you supposed to learn from your mistakes?
I don't consider this a mistake.
I just wish the story didn't end this way.
Cause I'm still in love with the person who helped me write it...
isnt that sad..

woohoo!!
miss me? miss me?
sincerely apologize for abandoning my lovely blog.haha
been totally busy with practices,studies and entertainment

oh ya.before my babes start calling me asking me what happened
no worries ya
the lyrics above is totally different than how i feel right now
just find it meaningful
bren gave it to me
we just love nice and funny quotations as well as lyrics
*too bad that we cant meet up* HYSTER :P

anyway,will update soon as i am off to my university soon
party people!!

dance crew :) thanks for the memories people
xoxo

and last but not least,
my klang sayangs

you guys will forever be my priority
xoxo

ADIOS!!AMIGOS!!AKU BERAMBUS!!

.girls just wanna have fun.

2009-07-23T18:07:00.007+08:00

You make me laugh, You make me cry,
I dont know which side to buy,
And the thing I hate the most that you do,
You make me ♥ you.

superb frustrated that i cant play typing maniac
i wonder when will UM connection be superb good?
NEVER?!?!

so basically, my emotion are superb unpredictable nowadays
i can be extremely excited and happy at one time
and totally moody and reminiscing on stupid stuff the next moment
to top it off,
i've been sleeping so much that i dont really remember how long do i sleep in one day
even my roommie, pei yee is amazed with it

reason for that?
lazy? not really since i've been superb hardworking recently
hahaha. revision and completing my tutorial works

tired because of all those dance practices?
not really since i dont have dance practice yesterday but i sleep from 1am til 12pm the next day

THE MYTH!

what happened to me?
so.after much of mathematical calculation, (-_-")
i've come to a conclusion that the reason for that is...

MY FREAKING PMS IS COMING SOON~
grr

yes,being lame as usual.

that was yesterday
-edited-
and YES,I'M HAVING MY PMS NOW
wtf?

psst : i will not let you to be the reason for my fall anymore

girls just wanna have fun
-sushi buffet with cheryl, yean, ryan and brandon-

hugs and kisses to my klang sayangs
babes for life~

nice retarded people to be lepak around
that can makes me LMAO~

pssst : i am bored. i miss klang. wont be going back to klang that soon. date me out,people!HAHA

ADIOS!!AMIGOS!!AKU BERAMBUS!!

.shining on september.

2009-07-22T16:29:00.002+08:00

sorry to tell you guys that the performance has been postponed to
september~
yikes~~

psst : aim for the best in indian dance.i am so freaking DONE with chinese traditional dance. am developing interest in indian traditional dance

plus, me and jye ming had a little tiny crush on the coach.hahaha

OH YA!saw darryl's personal message in msn.
terharunya aku!!
i miss you too, D!
miss padini'an gang!
;)

ADIOS!!AMIGOS!!AKU BERAMBUS!!

.watch me shine.

2009-07-19T11:29:00.004+08:00

Am I supposed to be happy?
With all i ever wanted, it comes with a price..

-Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, cat and mouse-

people PEOPLE people!
come and watch me shine on the 4th of august
in gazebo (UM)!
hahaha~
please sms me for further information~
tralalala

so basically, ever since i am back to my university life
i didnt hang out that much with my klangite
i misses everyone so much!
SOBS

nothing personal,actually!
just feel like posting some pictures.haha

psst : say NO to disturbance, say YES to concentration.

-watch me SHINE as i wont let you down-

ADIOS!!AMIGOS!!AKU BERAMBUS!!
-OFF TO SUSHI BUFFET.WEEEE-

.the truth.

2009-07-19T00:10:00.004+08:00

Do you feel like a man when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?

totally addicted Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
most of their songs are catchy and meaningful

life is getting busier with dance practices for this coming performance
superb excited with it as i finally get the chance to KRUMP
even though its just a small part of whole dance
we'll be dancing various kind of dances.wee

so please come and see me and yen perform if you are free on 4th of august okay?
hahahaha~

i must admit, with such hectic life,
i have totally lost my passion towards blogging
and guess what?
i've been sick for the past few days ..not AGAIN Huh?
i can sleep whenever and whereever i wanted to

even pei yee amazed with that

oh ya.here's a little updates on my life as a second year undergraduates in UM

first of all, i'm no longer staying in A110 with sim hong the mother and tina the daughter
i've moved up up up above to B303 which is the highest floor of all
with beloved pei yee and my dear shu chi

and i clean my room's fan on my own!
okay.i am showing off again.hahaha
NENEBUBU~

more updates soon

psst : i'm feeling a little bit weird with myself for the past two days. i just dont know why.

-help me.guide me-

Well, let me tell you, my friend,
ONE DAY this world is going to end,
as your lies crumble down,
one day she will tell you she has had enough,

a NEW LIFE she has found!

-much loves from Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, face down-

*in love with this song, both accoustic and original version*

pictures of the SS trio again
a picture of me and yen with NO make up at all

ADIOS!!AMIGOS!!AKU BERAMBUS!!

.thoughts01.

2009-06-20T20:32:00.006+08:00

i thought that i could always count on you
i thought that nothing could come between us
but i was stupid
you broke me down
i'll never be the same again.

I wonder why it always has to hurt
for every lesson that I have to learn

So thank you for showing me
that anyone cannot be trusted,

there's only hate,
there's only tears,
there's only pain,
there's only lies,
there's only pain,
there's only fears,
there is no love here..

I see right through all your selfishness
i can see through your lies

it feels just like I'm going crazy,
I'm heavily broken,
and now not even you can save me,
will someone wake me up?

i tried so hard to be the one
who i am supposed to be now
i like who I've become

leave me alone , i'm tired and sick of you
i'm tired of love, feeling so misplaced
time for you to go!
as the reasons for why i was holding on to you is gone!

right now,
I got used to living without you,
you know i love you, i really do,
but i guess i was in love with your memory,
the memories and good times we had you can have them back.

When the tables turn again,
You'll be wishing I was there for you,
I'll be the one you'll miss the most
BUT
you'll only find my ghost
as time goes by, you'll wonder why,
you're all alone

It's time to say goodbye
i just dont wanna waste another day
cause things will never be the same again
you're weighing on my shoulders
and i'm sick of feeling down
so i guess it's time for me to say goodbye

:)

nice right?
combination of mix and match from simple plan and the veronicas lyrics

psst : i'm so not emo but i find its meaningful.tralalala~will mix and match on something happy soon

pssst : i hope that i am wrong but i am falling for you..

ADIOS!!AMIGOS!!AKU BERAMBUS!!

.down down down.

2009-06-20T20:13:00.003+08:00

so basically,
i've been totally sick for the past five days
finally get my ass off of my bed
and went to see the doctor yesterday
NO injection, NO long life's theories
but the doctor pranked me on swine flu
i though doctor is supposedly to calm you down and not making you more nervous?

anyway,
woke up with superb down mood
i dont know why
maybe as what yen said
i'm already used of going out everyday
that i for sure, wont get used of staying home doing absolutely nothing
since i feels dizzy and sleepy after i eat the medicine

true, totally agree with her
two more weeks before uni reopens
just fingers crossed that i will recover soon and utilize the rest of my holidays with excitements.hahaha!

anyway,
just being a typical susan
i've planned well how to utilize my first week of first semester with excitement
tralalalala~

so lets just fingers crossed and pray superb hard that i will be fine soon
sick of being sick!

TEEHEE!

ADIOS!!AMIGOS!!AKU BERAMBUS!!

.happy 21st birthday, XL.

2009-06-18T02:02:00.006+08:00

this post specially dedicated to my beloved XL
no no no,her name not XL
but tan pei lin!
lol
XL is just a nickname i used to call her cause she keeps teasing around and calling me fatty
somehow,i kinda get used of that nickname and respond to her everytime she called "fatty"
-_-" superb sweat right?

so 18.06.1988
is when pei lin was first step into this world
*my god.sounded so formal*
and 15 years later, i am thankful that i got to know her from tuition
and since then, we got clicked very fast and bond with our own little group

so today is the day
pei lin's 21st birthday!
special post specially dedicated to you!
shocker right?hahahah
me too!i dont know why but i have sudden urge to blog..dang!

time seriously pass freaking fast
7 years of friendship
thanks for being there for me!
fetching me around without complaining,
and i do still remember you wasted your whole night fetching and waiting me for click five's concert.
appreciates that! *wink*
i know you love me.wakakaka!
nenebubu!

she is also a person who have the special power
to make a person totally happy and LOL
with her laughter...

..everything seems okay!hahaha

this girl here.can be consider as my partner in crime too!
we acted totally retarded and lunatic!

way back then..
*i looked superb fugly*

and now..
my little pei lin aka XL has changed to a pretty and more lady

told you she loves me.thats why she superb excited that she get the chance to snap picture with me. wakakak.tralalala~

a proper picture of me and her

apart from that, she loves to ruin my SS moment
maybe she just being jealous of my beauty?NO?YES?hehe

so,in return!
i cant stand it anymore and i try to ruin her own SS moment

truly appreciates our friendship :)

after knowing that swine flu has been spreading rapidly
pei lin has canceled her origin plan to go to hong kong
so, she have her own birthday party at her house!

*taken in her house. i know this picture is without her but somehow,i like this picture coz i look nice and thin.NYIEK NYIEK*

*long live MGSians*
LOL

once again,

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY
PEI LIN AKA XL!!
XOXO

I used to think that I was strong
Until the day it all went wrong
I think I need a miracle to make it through

ADIOS!!AMIGOS!!AKU BERAMBUS!!

.that's retarded.

2009-06-17T00:40:00.014+08:00

what an illusion,
i need to be free of this confusion,
dont give me a guilt trip,
because I'm so OVER it.

so basically,
i am sick when i am blogging this
flu but ABSOLUTELY NOT SWINE FLU
though i am afraid i have!

few weeks ago,
while organizing my picture files,
i saw some retarded pictures of me and some of my friends
during our pre-prom night!
MAB phase one!

and i remembered promising my friends that i will post it
hahaha
sorry ya.took it kinda long time to actually post it
anyway, i am just plain lazy and busy to actually finish editting the pictures
so, i took almost a month to actually edit it.haha

so here it goes!
anyway,sorry ya the superb low quality picture
somehow,everything turns out blur!

the cast:

king fong the kalimantan boy *inside joke*
as the mr pervert

jason cheah aka khairul *inside joke*
as the prince

jye ming aka jakarta myanmar *inside joke*
as the lesbian princess!

with special guest appearance:

ME~ as the innocent princess! LMAO

Once a upon a time..bla bla bla!
cut the crap.straight to the point!

as the innocent princess happily walk around the bilik seminar while singing her favourite song..all of sudden!
ARGH!!

king fong D pervert : MUAHAHAHA. i am evil! and i love innocent princess!
you looks delicious... -_-"
susan D princess : oopsy! i know i am pretty but its not my fault tho..
urgh.help!!somebody!

then.jason D prince heard the princess screaming for help
and here he comes..to rescue the princess!

jason D prince : what is wrong with you huh? you think i dont know who you are. disguising yourself with the stupid silly mask. you are my evil bro, king fong!
king fong D pervert : eh!?! i paid a lot for that mask..but fails!sigh
talk less!come and fight with me!

unfortunately, jason D prince is too weak and got beaten by his evil brother. and R.I.P la prince! sobs sobs!

the princess helplessly watch the prince got defeated
and continues scream for help!

then..all of sudden
a lesbo princess from lesbo country comes for the rescue!
JYE MING D HERO!

king fong D pervert : what the heck? you are just a girl..and you wanna fight with me? HELL NO! i dont fight with girls..especially a girl who is wearing sari!
jye ming D hero : what do u mean by that huh? i'm not just an ordinary girl okay?bring it on,brother!!
susan D princess : ..... headache?

jye ming D hero : have some of my famous chun li kick!!
king fong D pervert : *blocked* nenebubu! you aint gonna kick me!

*sorry for the error.its a superb low budget movie* -_-"

jye ming D hero : how about this?? WACHAAA!
king fong D pervert : DOOMMM!

and finally, jye ming D hero defeated the pervert!
say HOORAY!

jye ming D hero : if you smellllll,what the jye ming is cookin'

*jye ming looks like the statue of liberty in here*

and..finally
as how all the fairytale stories ended up with
THEY FALL IN LOVE AND LIVED HAPPILY EVER AFTER!!
yada yada yada

lame right?i know..
and nobody get hurts while shooting this retarded drama.
*or even the snail*
thank you!
wakakaka!
finally, i am cracked and gone cuckoo!
and dont mind the lameness.i'm too tired to really think how it goes.haha

anyway,am off to bed soon
tired day

-just watched blood : the last vampire! not that nice..-

stripped and polished,
i am new,
i am fresh,
i am feeling ambitious!

i shall end with a picture of the SS trio!
ah head, ah neck and ah tail!
love you guys!
xoxo

ADIOS!!AMIGOS!!AKU BERAMBUS!!

.yet, another beautiful day.

2009-06-14T23:15:00.000+08:00

the whispers turn to shouting,
the shouting turns to tears.

i know i have make some chaos regarding to my latest post
thanks everyone for your concern
superb touched :)
no worries.i am okay, as usual!

thanks for your sms-es, IMs, calls
i know i have frightens a lot of my friends
but this is something that you guys dont know
and err.now you know?LOL
no worries, i will try my best to cope with it
i am tough right?
wakakka..

psst : its funny how some of my friends show concern to me. they dont really dare to ask me what happened but still, they wanna know. the way they asked is superb cute. trying not to makes me sad ..but you know what? you guys just makes me smile..! :)

thanks ya!
hugs and kisses!
xoxo

i'm trying my best to wake up,
i'm waking up,
a twist in my story,
its time i open up.

-find me in twitter-
finally get a twitter account after much persuasion from friends :)

anyway,am having so much fun today
today is all about excitement!
thanks you guys!
xoxo

-" drag me to hell" is not scary but superb disgusting-

ADIOS!!AMIGOS!!AKU BERAMBUS!!

.i'm dead and gone.

2009-06-11T17:57:00.004+08:00

DONT BOTHER TO READ THIS!!

as what you can see, i've change a little bit of the layout of my blog.
i dont know why,but have the sudden urge to do so
honestly, i have tonnes of stuff to be blog about yesterday.
its been a while since i cried.
and too many stuff is bugging me at the same time.
but now, i'm feeling slightly better *thanks bren* winks!

all i can say is..
everything is totally fucked up now.
i'm confused.
feeling useless
and sorry for everything i have done
trying to minimize but actually maximizing the troubles

it still hurts..
i cried and feeling heartbroken everytime i think about it..
somehow,people who you think you can trust isnt that reliable..
especially people who have been there since you were born.. looking out for you, watching you grow up
i must admit,
i grew up with a broken family
a family full of dramas and problems.
at times,i feel its like a tvb hong kong dramas
full of lies, betrayal and other stuff
as individual, they love and care me
as a family, i dont see the meaning of family anymore
i cant differentiate who is right and who is wrong anymore
it freaks me out everytime
i love them but i just couldnt take it any longer
as what someone said, for what i have become is because of them

looking at what have happened since i was young
i have learned to hide all my emotions towards people i care
and i dare not confront to anyone as i am afraid of being hurt
i dare not to tell the truth as i am afraid of getting heart ache
and what did i get for hiding all my emotions?
yet,another heartbroken!

somehow, i noticed the changes inside of me
starting from this year
but for better or for worse?
honestly,i dont know!
i dont really know who am i anymore
at times,i miss the old me
but i love the new me as well
but am i crossing the line with the new me?...maybe,perhaps!

ADIOS!!AMIGOS!!AKU BERAMBUS!!

..

2009-06-07T04:10:00.004+08:00

" I'M SUPER HYPER RIGHT NOW
I DONT KNOW WHY
BUT CONFUSED AT THE SAME TIME
FEEL LIKE TELLING EVERYTHING OUT
BUT MY MIND IS SUPERB TIRED AND BLANK
MUAHAHA "

just ignore me,can?
i'm just being silly at this moment and at this time
when i should get some sleep after all this excitement
but i just cant!
grrr..

anyway, MOS all the way
dont really like Sanctuary
why?
simple!
No dance floor.NO fun!
weeee

and just realised i can drink quite a lot.didnt know that
since all i do is just dance whenever i go to club
not a big fans of alcohol.
but today would be the exception.LOL

*will be updating soon as susan is seriously back to business*
i know i know!
i've said that for so many times.pfft
but this is for real as i need to start being serious and lead an healthy life

been sick for the past few days
with breathing difficulty and heart pain
sigh. most probably because i've been sleeping late.sigh.

psst : my passion towards dance and music is getting stronger as day passes by.
its already been part of my life!haha

ignore the retarded face of mine as well as wan yean
LOL.i was just showing off my smooth and silky hair.LOL
once in a blue moon tau ?
that i have a nice hair day.grr!

shall i curl or shall i just cut it short?

ADIOS!!AMIGOS!!AKU BERAMBUS!!

*oik mangkuk kenneth.you can start comment now.GO ON!LOL*

.the reason why.

2009-05-24T03:13:00.004+08:00

ARGHHHH!!
SOMEBODY, HELP MEEEE!!
I GOT ABUSED!!

NOOO.i am not showing you my mole but the abuse mark! @_@

*aiyer.geramnya.the abuse mark doesnt show that clearly in here*
but i swear it seriously hurt and red like hell!

AND THE REASON FOR THAT??
PLEASE KINDLY CLICK ON THE LINK BELOW
http://darryl-ttc.blogspot.com/2009/05/once-in-blue-moon.html

ALL I CAN SAY RIGHT NOW IS,
ITS DARRYL TEE AH CHAI'S FAULT!

anyway, didnt update much on my blog
but if you want to read something written by me,
click on the link above!
special request by the dude who ask me to update for him!
DARN HIM!
i cant say F words anymore!
sobs!

ADIOS!!AMIGOS!!AKU BERAMBUS!!

♥♥ secondhand serenade ♥♥

2009-05-18T17:01:00.004+08:00

current addiction : secondhand serenade

well,not that current though
i have been totally a big fans of his work since last time
(fall for you, awake and its not over)
but thanks to my bro who forbid me to download songs from my pc
i need to ask my friends to download for me
feeling kinda paiseh for asking them to download for me everytime
i just listen to his song through youtube
pffft. talk about being desperado. *winks*

then, i totally outta the music world when i'm in university
since i got no where to update myself and everything *sobs*

and guess what happened few days ago?
while i was watching MTV channel
(am learning JAI HO's dance.teehee!)
i saw "fall for you" music video
my godddddd!! i totally forgot about secondhand serenade
right after that,i google them and even through youtube

i'm addicted to SECONDHAND SERENADE again..hahaha!

honestly , i felt like i'm in love when i am listening to his songs

and guess what? many of you guys dont know this but secondhand serenade isnt a band but a solo project by John Vesely
but later on, he formed a band with his brother and other dudes for his recent album " a twist in my story" and for touring purposes

"To distinguish himself from the typical singer/songwriter, John adopts the name Secondhand Serenade - a name with far fewer limits than "John". The name Secondhand Serenade allows him to be free to do whatever he feels like, from a solo performance to ten musicians on stage at once."

according to his official website

and where the hell did he came up with the name "secondhand serenade"?

"Vesely began writing his own songs when he met his former wife Candice Vesely. She had wanted him to play a song and "serenading her with a bass guitar was out of the question." He has admitted he found his "true calling" when he picked up the guitar. The pseudonym Secondhand Serenade is a reference to the way in which his songs were 'serenade' sung to his former wife Candice, with whom he has two young sons. People around the world are merely getting to hear the songs "secondhand"

awwww right??

bro finally letting me download songs
i am waiting patiently for his recent album "a twist in my story" and the previous one "awake" to download completely
but i think it will take kinda long to finish download then since my pc is bitchy towards me
keep restarting on its own.sobsssss
as for now,i am listening to couple of songs that have finish downloaded
and so far...i LOVE all of his songs!

current favourite song : YOUR CALL

teehee!!
I"M IN LOVE..
with secondhand serenade! =p
(told couple of my babes and they thought i am for real IN LOVE.wakaka.kena bomb pulak)

and he's cute! *drools*
that's MY opinion
coz bren disagree with me .pfft. =p

"I WAS BORN TO TELL YOU THAT I LOVE YOU"
-your call by secondhand serenade-

AWWWWWWWWWWWW!!
*heart melts*

-editted-

psst: i know why i fall for Secondhand Serenade(SS) cause i'm SuSan (SS)
wakakaka.lame right?hahahah..SS-nyaaa!

ADIOS!!AMIGOS!!AKU BERAMBUS!!

.SLOTHology.

2009-05-15T17:58:00.004+08:00

woohoo.i am back to the business people!
its been a while since i've visited or even blog in "confession booth"
as you can see, i am freaking lazy til i need darryl to help me updated my blog
wakakaka.thanks bro!
*you still owe me bukit cahaya outing*

so why on earth do i have the enthusiasm and determination to blog again?
well,maybe,perhaps
i am so freaking bored rotting at home
as today will be the first day i am staying at home ever since i am back from university
*winks*
and yahoo to me!no more curfew but i do know my limit
even though i have coming home around 1.30a.m. every night

however,sloth is still my biggest sin as my bags are left at the corner of my room
and my so-call "diet programme" still left untouched
damn baby damn!
i've gained three unwanted kilos ever since feseni is over
* still thinking whether to blog about feseni or not as i'm just plain lazy*

realizing i have been totally wasting my holidays lepak-ing
i think i should start ~~planning more evil plans~~ living healthy
hahaha.HAHAHA.hahaha
fingers crossed on that since i am doubting myself too.teehee!

boohoo! two months of "bertaubat" for me
anyway, since its been while i've updated my blog
not many readers know who the hell is this girl
my monster aka yen ching
my partner-in-crime
the one i heart so much!
wee wang wang

ADIOS!!AMIGOS!!AKU BERAMBUS!!

the ding dong [D]

2009-05-05T01:55:00.019+08:00

hello living creatures sekalian. fyi, i'm darryl the tee.
suppose wats wandering in your mind now is of why am i appearing at this blog? just hanging over and post something for my beloved susan. susan=my dude or maybe babe. never gonna be anyone other than a very nice fren of mine..

glad and glad

of knowing u

susan ng .... i duno wat,

although she dont looks like a gal.

Or maybe dats wat cause us to be so nice to each other. i like tomboy??urgh..

time flies since the moment i met her. still do remember her wit red t-shirt cumin over to my house for angpau eventhough I DONT KNOW YOU.. well now u know why i'd categorized her dat way. actually i'm kind of similar to her in sum sense. >>> -cRazY plus maD- woot..

-i present de dude and de babe-

got no idea why i choose to post dis photo

it just looks sweet of us..er?

sorry susan because i'm posting ur dummy silly photo here!! dont u ever try to delete it. u may post mine in my blog if u want to. wahaha.

-what word shall we describe dis donkey?

..speechless..-

-susan

aka piggy

aka cow'y

aka blacky-

really really sorry u really looks like one dude!

-adios amigos.sila berambus jika kau nak merokok-

before i get buzzed by her,

dis is who i am.

the blogger of http://darryl-ttc.blogspot.com/ ,-words do speak-

-mE.Me-

message for susan ng:

stop emo'ing and be as crazy as u r alwiz.. the mad alien that i knew for long. ur day will never end as all of us will be here wit u.

the unity of the four padini'ian,

.ypeng.susan.darryl.ivan.

-besties always-

i'm just being assigned to write nonsense here. its all just for fun to entertain my sweet lil fren. chaoz people.

.

masa ku di sini dah tamat.
-adios amigos.aku berambus-

.O.M.Gee.

2009-05-03T00:55:00.004+08:00

wow!guess time seriously pass freaking fast huh?
end of my second semester as for now,
i am enjoying every single bit of my two months of sem break
weeee!
and after that, i will no longer be a JUNIOR but a SENIOR
nyiek!

anyway,finally have the time to blog
fyi,i've been totally stuck in UM for the past three weeks and
finally have the blogging mood too
*see D,i purposely blog because you asked me to.i'm a good sis aight?*

there's so much thing to blog about but for now,
i just blog something superbly random
as i'm having migrain right now grrrr

psst : i wanna go to genting so badly =[

pssst : bukit cahaya,here i come! *pfft.finally!*

pssst : am addicted to gossip girls.all thanks to my monster jiun!

" and Who Am I?
that's one secret that I'll never tell.
You know you love me.
xoxo, Gossip Girls "
pfft.some strangers from facebook messaged me asking the same questions on my picture.
*that was my facebook profile picture*
askin whether "am i twins?"
wth?LMAO..

okay,that is freaking random!

ADIOS!!AMIGOS!!AKU BERAMBUS!!

♥ i'm awake ♥

2009-04-05T03:19:00.003+08:00

i know my blog has been totally DnD recently
Dead because i did not update for quite sometime
Dull because there is no pictures at all
*sobs*

all thanks to my hectic lifestyle
*cough*

but no worries.i promise i'll start updating on backdated stuff once i am back to home for study week

cheers

hugs and kisses!

ADIOS!!AMIGOS!!AKU BERAMBUS!!

.cis bedebah.

2009-04-02T14:53:00.003+08:00

if u see me blogging at this time and on this day, you guys can kinda guess what happened.

GOT FFK-ED BY THE SAME FREAKING LECTURER AGAIN!!

DARN WEIII..wasting my time doing absolutely nothing
i'm done with facebook,friendster and even my mails

due to over-excessive of free time,
i even check my UM mails, and done with my course evaluation
sobs!

HOW CAN HE BE SO IRRESPONSIBLE LARH WEI?
he can at least inform us right?..sobs!

anyway,been totally sleepless for the past three days
all thanks to me,myself and i
for being so freaking lazy
done everything at the very last minute
sobs

i've sleep for a total of 5 hours for the past three days..wee!
*okay.i am done with blogging too right now..sobs*

ADIOS!!AMIGOS!!AKU BERAMBUS!!

♥ amnesia.insomnia.phobia ♥

2009-03-28T02:32:00.002+08:00

"There's a point in your life when you get tired of chasing everyone and trying to fix everything. but its not giving up, its realizing u dont need certain people, the bullshit and the drama they bring"

special thanks to cheryl who, as usual, being such a wonderful babe on consoling me with her theories.hahaha! HEART YOU!

to bren who always be my best buds to talk to,accompanying me every night! my MOB!haha

to darryl even though i didnt tell you anything but you just being there for me. thanks bro!

last but not least, to the person who makes me emo and makes me happy again. cina apek lawrence!you owe me a meal for that...!

psst : how could you do this to me? we used to be close like how we did 5 years ago..

ADIOS!!AMIGOS!!AKU BERAMBUS!!

arghhh.four presentation and five assignments due next week!

♥ just so you know.. ♥

2009-03-17T16:04:00.002+08:00

just so you know..
for whatever happens in the future or even in the present,
you will always be my closest friend ever especially whatever we have gone through for so many freaking years,
but somehow, i cant tell you everything anymore as how i did last time,
maybe,perhaps, times will tell!

and the funniest part of all is i dont even dare to confront with you about this,
guess i am just being another typical susan
pretending like nothing matters but actually deep down inside, i am hurt!

just so you know..
i am NOT okay eventhough i look OKAY at times,
trying hard to forget everything that happens recently and moving on with my life
but somehow, ' i am thinking of "you" eventhough i am with the others'
it sucks and i hate myself for being myself
why cant i just be like a normal person and let everything out instead of keeping everything inside of me?
why cant i just have a big cry and release everything?
why??
i'm tired to pretend like i am OKAY
i seriously wanna cry but i forgot how to as my tears are all dried up..

just so you know..
for whatever you have done to me,
the past and right now
i'll just take it as a lesson and live.learn and grow.
but its kinda sad to see a friendship of 5 years plus can be just ruined just like this..
sigh!

just so you know again..
ONCE ITS BROKEN, IT WILL NEVER BE THE SAME AGAIN!

♥ dont know, dont care ♥

2009-03-17T15:50:00.003+08:00

dont ask me why but somehow,
i have lost my blogging mood!
i have been trying to blog since last week and all i get is nothing!
LMAO..why oh why?
dont know and dont care!

type.delete.type.delete..
thats the only thing i have been doing since last week
grrr!

♥ DUDE-ology ♥

2009-03-09T00:00:00.006+08:00

a conversation between me and my bro:

bro : is tomorrow (monday) public holiday?

me : yeap. why?

bro : in conjunction of?

me : i dont know! some dude's birthday gua..how should i know?

bro (furious) : you and your DUDE!! everyone is YOUR DUDE..pffft!

me : chill DUDEEEEE!! *purposely to make him more furious.nyiek!*

bro : stop calling me dude or you will not have the chance to online anymore.

*bummer*

i know i know!
superb random larh wei
but somehow,i feel its funny that there are people who hate people calling them dude
but why?
LMAO

♥ new addiction : the RED jumpsuit APPARATUS♥

*another bummer*
my face is getting worse as day passes by
geesh! no more sleepless night for me

ADIOS!!AMIGOS!!AKU BERAMBUS!!

.randomness kills me.

2009-02-26T14:28:00.003+08:00

so basically,here i am!blogging in my faculty's lab com.what the heck?my lecturer ffk-ed me..AGAIN!one tutorial class and one lecture's class which obviously..i can use it for my beauty sleep.babi--nyaaa!purposely woke up for NOTHING!anyway,this is so freaking random as i am freaking bored while waiting for the time to pass by..looking at my two beloved coursemates beside me doing their own thang~totally and fully concentration on what they did..bahh.i am crapping.what is the point weiii?just totally ignore this post as i am waiting for the time to pass..

psst : found a new name for my beloved pei yee...GHOST!hantu!"guai po"..hahaha! *inside jokes during political science's class*

pssst : found out that pei yee is so freaking cute as she tends to ask silly question when it comes to computer or anything that have to do with internet..muahahahha

will be freaking busy from today onwards.grrr..!hope i can survive this hectic life.say NO to disturbance and say YES on concentration weiii...

*thinks hard*

seriously am out of stuff to talk about.yikes!randomness seriously kills me.grrr...

one hour and 15 minutes left for me to be so freaking random..
and another one hour of freaking boring lecture class which the lecturer is seriously talking crap..grrr!

OH YA!was having a talk with someone yesterday and realised..friends tend to say something that will break your heart and friendship is so freaking fragile.you can be so freaking close at one time and be a total stranger at another time.things just went so freaking fast.

same goes to relationship,

"its weird how you go from being strangers to being friends to being more than friends to being a couple and to being practically stranger again..and it all happens damn fast"
-from some anonymous-

to the SOMEONE,dont be so emo and stop stressing out on events lerh..

ADIOS!!AMIGOS!!AKU BERAMBUS!!